Sunday, March 29, 2009
Mark 4:15
" And these are the ones by the wayside where the word is sown. And when they hear, Satan comes immediately and takes away the word that was sown in their hearts."
i think this is so true
how many times have we go to a camp, worship, sermon
that ministered to us so much
we got bless by it,
and we changed
however, after a few months, weeks or even days
we are back to our old usual self?
i have seen many done that , including
i myself have ministered to people before, but the change never last
i just you can just call it a "one day thing"
it never last, and that is what disappoints me....
attitude,
i treasure good ones, but not the i-dont-care one
i need a friend who can listen, who can advise, who can always be there for a hug and has outstanding amount of patience......
somehow, i do not feel i have that friend yet....
but i know God will bring that friend soon
maybe i already have that friend
just that my eyes were not open
my ears did not hear
i regret that.....i shall be open now
i am not like other people
i do not put the same gender first
as in, i put those who are right first
example there are two groups of people and i have to choose which side to pick
first group is girls, second boys
but the fault is in the girls, do i side them???
no, i dont, and that is a firm ans,
i choose the group that is right, that deserve to be chosen
i make sure what i choose is a godly one
church today, woke up super early as was at church like at 7am?
i am not late!!!!
was playing the piano there, waiting for time to pass haha!
worship was good,
dont know whether i spoil my voice, but not bad
then went for tracting,
and got scared off by a dog....
then went for lunch,
went to subway and sat with chris, prak n johnny
a lot of things to talk, and prak takes up a lot of space
then had drama prac, super funny
then went home at 3,
rainning like mad,
entire clothing got drench, embarrassin.....i was wearing white!
what is coming up? a hectic week
mon-tuition
tues-cip
wed-support trampolin
thurs-cip
fri-geog test and drama prac
sat-backup, sch drama performance, drama prac
sun-church
argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tomorrow have compo test too!!!!!!!!
gotta start mugging!
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muggingmuggingmuggingmuggingmuggingmuggingmuggingmugging
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GOD HELP ME PLEASE!!!!!!!!!
" And these are the ones by the wayside where the word is sown. And when they hear, Satan comes immediately and takes away the word that was sown in their hearts."
i think this is so true
how many times have we go to a camp, worship, sermon
that ministered to us so much
we got bless by it,
and we changed
however, after a few months, weeks or even days
we are back to our old usual self?
i have seen many done that , including
i myself have ministered to people before, but the change never last
i just you can just call it a "one day thing"
it never last, and that is what disappoints me....
attitude,
i treasure good ones, but not the i-dont-care one
i need a friend who can listen, who can advise, who can always be there for a hug and has outstanding amount of patience......
somehow, i do not feel i have that friend yet....
but i know God will bring that friend soon
maybe i already have that friend
just that my eyes were not open
my ears did not hear
i regret that.....i shall be open now
i am not like other people
i do not put the same gender first
as in, i put those who are right first
example there are two groups of people and i have to choose which side to pick
first group is girls, second boys
but the fault is in the girls, do i side them???
no, i dont, and that is a firm ans,
i choose the group that is right, that deserve to be chosen
i make sure what i choose is a godly one
church today, woke up super early as was at church like at 7am?
i am not late!!!!
was playing the piano there, waiting for time to pass haha!
worship was good,
dont know whether i spoil my voice, but not bad
then went for tracting,
and got scared off by a dog....
then went for lunch,
went to subway and sat with chris, prak n johnny
a lot of things to talk, and prak takes up a lot of space
then had drama prac, super funny
then went home at 3,
rainning like mad,
entire clothing got drench, embarrassin.....i was wearing white!
what is coming up? a hectic week
mon-tuition
tues-cip
wed-support trampolin
thurs-cip
fri-geog test and drama prac
sat-backup, sch drama performance, drama prac
sun-church
argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tomorrow have compo test too!!!!!!!!
gotta start mugging!
muggingmuggingmuggingmuggingmuggingmuggingmuggingmugging
muggingmuggingmuggingmuggingmuggingmuggingmuggingmugging
muggingmuggingmuggingmuggingmuggingmuggingmuggingmugging
muggingmuggingmuggingmuggingmuggingmuggingmuggingmugging
GOD HELP ME PLEASE!!!!!!!!!