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Thursday, December 31, 2009


hongkong 09!
at noah's ark! (fullsize)
christmas lunch 09
munchers * : DDD


back from singapore yesterday!
went for thanksgiving!
yangyi came along.
everyone had an awesome time!
great testimonies, videos etc!
great way of ending the year! : DDD

will be going to midnight service in a few hours
anyway
congrates to my parents on their anniversary today! : DDD

anyway, watched avarta 3d with
zhangyi, janice, yangyi, gerald, gerald's friend
zhangyi dropped popcorn
wasted the money!
and ya, the movie is awesome! awesome awesome!
though no tears can come out (except for one part)
it was captivating,
the director is a genius!

anyway,
tomorrow will be a new year
and i am still trying to think of resolutions
maybe i will share with some people!
but i am still searching of what i want to archieve next year?!
one thing i know for sure is that i want to balance my time wisely
between spiritual walk with GOD and academics
oh, and i want to focus on evangelism
plus helping some people recapture their relationship with GOD
well,
that part will be in my leadership part.
i dont know, feel that i should just do it
pray daily LYDIA!

conclude this post;
some verses that is really comforting
Psalm 29:11
" the Lord gives strength to His people;
the Lord blesses His people with peace."

Psalm 30:5
" For His anger lasts only a moment,
but His favour lasts a lifetime;
weeping may remain for a night,
but rejoicing comes in the morning."

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

alright, i am in hongkong now.
and time is just flying pass super fast.
christmas is over in a blink of an eye
and all the presents are given
how fast right?!
took me such a long time to make but a short time to give it away.
i am glad that angel part is over,
no pressure
but hey school year is beginning!

sec 3 life
i seriously have no idea on how life will be
as fulfilling as this year?!
i am still praying for my year verse...
to be honest,
i am afraid.
ya, i have no idea what is installed for me
what news will come (if you know what i mean)
how i will cope with studies and now, leadership in church
i know challenges will bound to come,
but will i be strong enough to tackle them?!
or will i fall just like how i did in primary school???

in hongkong,
we have watched special edition of lord of the rings 2 n 3
what really impressed me was how each of them had a companion at least
to fight of evil
mr frodo and samwise
pippin and merry
legolas and the dwaft
aragon and the princess of elves.
they stood with each other despite troubles,
and halflings friendships are the closest.
sam carried mr frodo up the volcano,
and despite being sent away by frodo,
he came and rescued him.
that is what i want to experience...
(though it is kinda dramatic)
something happen, and despite my own fault, friends that stick
okay, maybe i have experienced it before,
but my eyes are blinded...
i repent.
may it happen again.

was reading janice's blog and was deeply touched by whatever she said
seriously, i can testify on how this girl been growing
she came to church as someone with flaws and a insecure person
but looking at her now,
i can see the HOLY SPIRIT taking over her,
building her to be a courageous person that i am so proud of.

(if janice reads this)
i want to thank her for reminding at that very moment
that i should wait and be patient.
as every young princess dream (hint*)
we are bound to get impatient,
and i am someone who needs a lot of reminder.
i thank GOD for reminders that come so secretly
blogs, letters, encouragements...etc
thank you janice for all the things you have blessed me with
your listening ear and a heart that beats for GOD,
that also serves as an encouraging source to make my heart beat for GOD as well.
have FAITH my friend, (say and DO!)
yes, dont waste your youth away!
live it to the fullest which you will never regret!
GOD BLESS YOU!

just to end this right,
time is seriously limited...
and i want to apologise to those i have hurt
be it anyway.
i know i tend to be not sensitive sometimes
but i can tell when i hurt someone.
i hope things can refresh and that we can start 2010 right
maybe sometimes what i do annoys you
or just is plain 100% hurting.
i repent.
(and i shall not say anymore...)
ya, time is limited.

Wednesday, December 23, 2009


bua long long team!

Xplo camp 09!
chilling in the water! (swimming pool one)

Xplo camp was awesome!
filled with many break throughs and broken chains!
i thank God that i went to this camp,
seriously, all my expectations were met, and EVEN MORE!
new friends, reconciled friends, old friends, closer friends
to be honest, lesson time was average but all the ministry nights were awesome!
have you ever felt GOD's presence that strong?!
seriously, i even smelt the annointing of GOD!
(a whiff of it though, but it was good enough to make me on fire)
i grew closer to GOD and i pray even better now!
i am ready for 2010!
but i pray that the fire will not extinguish...
may Xxon be transform!

it was also my first time seeing a sunrise,
this time it did not rain, but guess what, the clouds blocked the sun!
argh!
but desaru beach is awesome,
the wind and waves are big and strong
so refreshing!
and there are stars!
(but the room is a bit____)
oh well, it was survival time for gwen, nat and i
oh yes, and sleeping late!
woah, my eyes are bulging now!

ezekiel ma is a cool guy man!
BUALONGLONG!
hahahahahhaha!
slacking at quek's room was just awesome,
food and everything provided! shiok!

right now i got a soarthroat!
shoot, and later have practice!
i pray that i will recover by today!

ps: wildcats rock and won... : DDD

To end of,
Psalm 25: 4-7
Show me Your ways, O Lord, teach me Your paths;
guide me in Your truth and teach me,
for You are God my Saviour,
and my hope is in You all day long.
Remember, O Lord, Your great mercy and love,
for they are from of old.
Remember not the sins of my youth and my rebellious ways;
according to Your love remember me,
for You are good, O Lord.

Friday, December 18, 2009

tomorrow is camp!
camp camp camp!
xplo camp!
woots. miss me people in singapore! hahaha
(especially zhang yi) MUAHAHA!
i really expect a lot, and i believe expectations will be met!

ate at pizza hut with zy, jan, nat today
talked and ate
cheese is nice, with soup too!
and we drank like 5 cups of pepsi each?
beauty of free flow drinks
oh and ya, we TALKED TALKED TALKED!

currenly trying to complete a few things by today:
1. wrap books
2. slides for christmas for mum
3. christmas present for parents

i have completed no. 1
left a bit for 2. and 3. soon.
woah, the korea video is taking so long...one week already
thank GOD i completed the 1h 15 min long video,
just left,
the editing part, converting part etc.
i need GOD's help... getting super tired.

oh, for camp,
singing tmr!
may worship be awesome : DDD

will be back on tues!

Thursday, December 17, 2009

watching the wheel spin currently...
hilarious (if you know what game i am playing)

went over to zy house today
awesome mother of hers cook dumplings!!!!!
yes! it was really nice, and we (janice, zy, me) just talked about stuff.
it really cool to talk about stuff and encourage one another.
especially in a godly way.
remember, the circle of trust.

also today afternoon,
i went our with ying. miss that girl to the max
and had a long time walking from ions to plaza sing..
so long, but we talked along the way.
that girl has to shop! she cannot stay at home and keep on studying.
haha! got my siblings christmas presents! : DDD
plus snacks for camp.

speaking of camp,
it is on this SAT!
so excited, except for the leading worship part at the beach
*shivers...
lol, johnny, better sing with me.
and hey, i gonna catch up with the girls and hopefully meet more people!
and best of all, experience a close encounter with GOD again.
consuming fire, please rain down on me...

woah. eyes are bulging now,
had been staying late to talk on msn with peeps!
hee hee, cool people : D

remember lydia,
sometimes what you want isnt what you really need!

ps: changed phone and apparently lost certain contacts!
(still love my new phone though)

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

I need to flee from temptations
you know what,
whenever i learn something,
God will just put me in the test again,
and i will just struggle to pass the test!
and i seriously dislike it, when i repeat my mistakes all over again!
sometimes i wonder to myself if i can be a role model
i am afraid of leading people to wrong instead of right.

Praise God for this...
1John 1:9
If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just, and will forgive our sins and cleanse us from all unrighteousness

I pray i will really change (for the better) during the youth camp
yes, meet more new people
but i also want something more,
i want to get back together with God
i want things to be right!
i want to do things correctly!
i want to begin 2010 right, and have a fulfilling year again
(expectations to be prayed for)

anyway,
i am going to start setting things right

Monday, December 14, 2009

Sometimes what you really want, isnt what you really need
"princess and the frog"
people say fairy tales are just pure nonsence and childish movies
but i say they are powerful lessons that can impact people
even adults
you just need to be open
see the meaning
fairy tales teach you important lessons just by engaging you in fantasy
believing in wishes and dreams do come true
that aint wrong
"dreams do come true, but you have to work for it"
quoted from princess and the frog too
and if you look closer, there are biblical meanings too!
take NARNIA for example,
the lion represents Jesus
the evil one gets smarter by using worldly stuff to pollute the world
but God is also getting smarter!
(people just needs to be more alert these days...)

zhang yi came over my house to swim!
FUN! ; DDD
i really miss her! to the max!

Psalms 19:14
May the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart
be pleasing in Your sight,
O Lord, my Rock and my Redeemer

Sunday, December 13, 2009

i am just tired right now.
(therefore only swam 20.fishnuts!)

hey nat!
i am sitting with you on the bus!
like young times...again : DDD
lets talk talk talk and tell stories! : DDD

i was looking my textbooks for next year
and the only thing i said was
HUH?!
madness man... triple science textbook are so thick and heavy
thank God for taking only one humanities subject
and thank God for coloured text book
i need colours.
black and white is snoring zone.

i want to watch princess and the frog
i know, i am so childish
but i dont see anything wrong in treasuring your childhood, youth life.
it aint wrong to read fantasy stuff, and believing in "do come true"
i like the feeling of positiveness.
i love being a child
(but i can be mature too) HAHA!

today i stepped out of my comfort zone and sat with new people
a whole role of new people!
i really learnt a lot from cell!
i saw what i was missing.
as i was saying, i sat with the P6s : DDD
haha, ya i felt young!
and i just felt overjoyed in the huge effort i took to talk to them!
what gwen says is true, should do this more often.
dont always stick to same people!
it is time to mix around!

by the way,
this year really has a lot of good movies!
oh and i have to start reflecting on what i am going to do with 2010.
what is my goal, resolution stuff.
what verse is going to lead me
this year was "i can do all things through Christ who strengthens me..."
and it really was a fulfilling year
may the next year's verse come..
AMEN!

people! read psalms! it is a beautiful book of the bible
Psalm 18: 28-29
You, O Lord, keep my lamo burning;
my God turns my darkness into light.
With Your help i can advance against a troop;
with my God i can scale a wall.

Quoted from a book;
about the bible;
because it is God's word, the bible is a unique piece of literature.
it is like a mind that never plays out.
one can dig it for a lifetime and not exhaust it

Quoted from friday cell;
Sow a thought, reap an action
Sow an action, reap a habit
Sow a habit, reap a character
Sow a character, reap a destiny

Saturday, December 12, 2009

beautiful memories...


had been doing 30 everyday! haha! yeah!
BUT SHALL NOT PUSH MYSELF FURTHER...

oh, i have a buddy to talk to everytime now!
woots!
but, differences are just too great.
sigh.
how?!

i have to complete christmas presents by next week
and wrap books and stuff.
argh! school is starting! aint good.
but oh well, at least my birthday is coming! : DDD
always think on the bright side!

oh xplo camp is coming!
and i just cant wait! : DDD

To end,
Psalms 17:6-9
I call on You, O God, for You will answer me;
give ear to me and hear my prayer.
show the wonder of Your great love,
You who save by Your right hand
those who take refuge in You from their foes.
Keep me as the apple of Your eye;
hide me in the shadow of Your wings
from the wicked who assail me,
from my mortal enemies who surround me.

Thursday, December 10, 2009

haha
it is currently a habit for me to swim
1.i want to grow taller
2.healthy
3.grow taller!
hahah! today was a success 30 laps (not even tired)!
but then, my hair is getting dry...(steam treatment needed)

went out to AMK with janice,nat,gwen,amos,dylan,tang,brendan,chris, and brendan sis(opps forgot her name)
anyway, it was quite fun! haha!
: DDD
but i was late as i had to pick up books with my mum
holding site of st nich is miserably SMALL!
and quite run down....cant believe i am taking o levels there.
btw, we went to the wrong school at first
should have known that a holding site could not be SOOO nice...

anyway, still considering whether to be a leader next year in church
i dont know, just afriad i guess
so many things to consider
and i truely dislike being put in a situation where it is one choice or another
i know i do not want to miss out opportunities, BUT! ______ argh!

been talking to korea group buddies lately
hahah, cool people!
sadly we did not get to know each other during the trip itself
we would have called so much teenage trouble LOL!

just to end off, here is some verses that i read during my devotion.

Psalm 13:5
But i trust in Your unfailing love;
my heart rejoices in Your salvation.
i will sing to the Lord,
for He has been good to me.

Acts 5:39
But if it is from God, you will not be able to stop these men;
you will only find yourselves fighting against God

Tuesday, December 08, 2009

i have a habit of waking up late (11am)
this aint good.
sigh

being an angel isnt easy!
how to be calm when i am usually hyper
grace, gentle...THE G words...
anyway, i am someone's angel though!
HAHAH!
living up to the name.

singtel shop is failing on me
i want to check out the plans right now
student plan= unlimited sms!
and the website do not want to open
sigh.

okay, going to do my laps in the pool soon
oh and janice!
if you are reading this,
i really admire your fasting plan
all the way girl! : DDD

Psalms 10:17-18
You hear, O Lord, the desire of the afflicted;
You encourage them, and You listen to their cry,
defending the fatherless and the oppressed,
in order that man, who is of the earth,
may terrify no more.

Sunday, December 06, 2009

i am back from malaysia!
and during this trip
i realised how important my cousins mean to me
it is just amazing to watch videos of us when we were young and see the transformation from then to now
we were kids
and now we are slacking in each other's room chatting about teengage life
and encouraging each other to make right choices
we are support each other emotionally!
getting in to relationships
and some about to get into,
we help each other to examine the situation.
true cousin-ly love.
(praise GOD that we are related, no need to worry about the future if u know what i mean)
time with them is just precious.

This is my prayer
Psalm 5:7-8
But i, by Your great mercy will come into Your house;
in reverence will i bow down toward Your holy temple.
Lead me, O Lord, in Your righteousness
because of my enemies-
make straight Your way before me
Psalm 5:11-12
But let all who take refuge in You be glad;
let then ever sing for joy
Spread Your protection over them, that those who love You rname may rejoice in You.
For surely, O Lord, You bless the righteous; You surround them with Your favour as with a shield.
Psalm6:1-2
O Lord, do not rebuke me in Your anger or discipline me in Your wrath.
Be merciful to me, Lord, for i am faint; O lord, heal me, for my bones are in agony.
Psalm6:6-9
I am worn out from groaning;
all night long i flood my bed with weeping and drench my couch with tears.
my eyes grow weak with sorrow;
they fail because of all my foes.
Away from me, all you who do evil, for the Lord has heard my weeping.
The Lord has heard my cry for mercyr;
the Lord accepts my prayer.
Amen.
(it is cool to combine verses from different sections to form a prayer)

Wednesday, December 02, 2009

Psalm 1:1-3
Blessed is the man who does not walk in the counsel of the wicked
or stand in the way of sinners
or sit in the seat of mockers
But his delight is in the law of the Lord, and on his law he meditates day and night.
He is like a tree planted by streams of water,
which yields its fruit in season
and whose leaf does not wither.
Whatever he does prospers.

isnt it amazing that the first chapter of psalms reminds us to focus on reading God's word?!
___________________________________

kinda stunned by this year
so many things changed
good and bad things
hectic year!
what will next year be like?!
only God knows...

went to estella's place to make sushi
awesome stuff!
then, we played pictionary!
WOW!
a game that will get you seriously hyper!
scream here n there -_-lll

christmas prep-ing now!
awesome thing to do!
i just love christmas!
hearts : D

ps: off to malaysia tomorrow!

Tuesday, December 01, 2009

Psalms 16:5-11
Lord, you have assigned me my portion and my cup;
You have made my lot secure.
The boundary lines have fallen for me in pleasant places;
surely I have a delightful inheritance.
I will praise the Lord, who counsels me;
even at night my heart intructs me
I have set the Lord always before me.
Because He is at my right hand, i will not be shaken
Therefore my heart is glad and my tongue rejoices;
my body also will rest secure,
because You will not abandon me to the grave,
nor will You let your Holy One see decay.
You have made known to me the path of life;
You will fill me with joy in Your presence,
with eternal pleasures at Your right hand.