<meta name='google-adsense-platform-account' content='ca-host-pub-1556223355139109'/> <meta name='google-adsense-platform-domain' content='blogspot.com'/> <!-- --><style type="text/css">@import url(https://www.blogger.com/static/v1/v-css/navbar/3334278262-classic.css); div.b-mobile {display:none;} </style> </head><body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar.g?targetBlogID\x3d36835148\x26blogName\x3dTeens+Dreams\x26publishMode\x3dPUBLISH_MODE_BLOGSPOT\x26navbarType\x3dBLUE\x26layoutType\x3dCLASSIC\x26searchRoot\x3dhttps://teensdreamslydia.blogspot.com/search\x26blogLocale\x3den_US\x26v\x3d2\x26homepageUrl\x3dhttp://teensdreamslydia.blogspot.com/\x26vt\x3d8832805441111355986', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>

Friday, July 31, 2009

and week 5 is officially over
finally, i can take a break and BREATHE!
it has been very hectic,
2 days of no msn and facebook
not forgetting,
2 days of burning midnight oil and late performances

oh ya,
i performed at acjc yesterday
awesome experience,
but really,
it was scary...
HAHAH!

nothing much happen,
just that now we are loaded with tests,
stress!!!
ARGH!
i am starting on my new strategy for studying
guess i am gonna spend less time on computer nowadays...
: DDD

I AM A OVERCOMER!
oh yes,
TEAM KIM HYUN JOONG!

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

this is a super beautiful song:

WALKING HER HOME
by mark schultz

Looking back
He sees it all
It was her first date the night he came to call

Her dad said son
Have her home on time
And promise me you'll never leave her side
He took her to a show in town
And he was ten feet off the ground

(Chorus)
He was walking her home
And holding her hand
Oh the way she smiled it stole the breath right out of him
Down that old road
With the stars up above
He remembers where he was the night he fell in love
He was walking her home

Ten more years and a waiting room
At half past one
And the doctor said come in and meet your son

His knees went weak
When he saw his wife
She was smiling as she said he's got your eyes

And as she slept he held her tight
His mind went back to that first night

(Chorus)

He walked her through the best days of her life
Sixty years together and he never left her side

A nursing home
At eighty-five
And the doctor said it could be her last night
And the nurse said Oh
Should we tell him now
Or should he wait until the morning to find out

When they checked her room that night
He was laying by her side

Oh he was walking her home
And holding her hand
Oh the way she smiled when he said this is not the end
And just for a while they were eighteen
And she was still more beautiful to him than anything
He was walking her home
He was walking her home

Looking back
He sees it all
It was her first date the night he came to call


link here : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CzE7QByrLGI


blah! still cannot upload pic!
copy and paste also doesnt work.
anyway,
they are up on facebook!
HAHA!

shoot i need to study
time is short
time is off the essence
i need things to slow down now
i am just such a lazy girl who dont like to study.
sigh!

team golden hair!
aka
TEAM KIM HYUN JUNG! : DDD
ps: nat, lee min ho dont rock as much as golden boy do! : DDD
HAHAHA!

i still read it everyday!
amazing right?
i treasure it!
oh and dont suspect wrongly

Monday, July 27, 2009

eh...blogger!
please work!!!
i want to upload the pictures.

blogger blogger, please start working
please start working today
lydia wants to upload pics,
so start working!
(sing in tune of rain rain go away)

school was alright
argh, this will be a hectic week man
school barely even started
and can feel the pressure already

i shall read it everyday : DDD

Sunday, July 26, 2009

and today,
i am officially confirmed!
YAHOO!
it was cool,
i love my white dress
everyone was there(except those who are sick)
HAHAHAHAHA!
ate lunch,
waited so long for the youths to come down
cam whore with BALLOON! while waiting
rocks!

took hundred over pics!
but blogger is spoilt
cannot upload pics
will do it on facebook!

thanks for the card too!
plus, the nice bible.

Saturday, July 25, 2009

i got my white dress! HAHAHAH!
i am so happy now.
yesterday, went to school
class tee was a success!
HORRAY!
then went to orchard road after school to get my dress.
shopped alone.
kinda weird, but a cool experience
then went to nat's place.
watched boys over flowers.
I LOVE THE GOLDEN HAIR DUDE! he is mine!!!
we went dinner together and she told me the entire story!
cell, was, FULL! cause we eat so much, thanks to the steak, rice and etc!

today is sonia's birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!

and tomorrow is.............
*drumroll*
CONFIRMATION SERVICE!
dip dip time : DDD

Thursday, July 23, 2009

and today i never go to school
now i really want school
at home,
so BORING!
but my fever did not go down,
it became higher
i want school!
i believe by tomorrow i will be healed!
i will go school!
i will go cell!
and if i cannot find a white dress,
i will go buy one!

this sat is sonia's birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

hey people,
i do not have h1m1
I DONT HAVE!

email flooded by facebook notifications.
sigh
and now i have nth to do,
but play guitar..

parents going overseas today. : (((

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

being sick is so not cool!
argh!
i am like super bored at home......................... sigh

anyway, i still have tuition later
and now, i am super tired
again.
i need to sleep
again

tomorrow have history and chinese test
dont even know if i am going to school
sigh

should i cheer or mourn?

ps: i still think blogger got prob

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

i think my blogger got some prob
anyway,
i got fever.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

no wonder was so tired and in pain in school
sigh.
still finding a white dress
gonna borrow from my friend.
and i cannot be sick
confirmation is just this SUNDAY!

Monday, July 20, 2009

by God's grace
i got a1 for my mathematics
the subject that down turned my mood
on friday
God is so wonderful
despite failing Him,
he stills blesses.

school today was alright
i need to learn headstand man!
time to practice

nothing much to say.

Sunday, July 19, 2009

yes, i am feeling better
hahah! slowly sadness loses!
always and forever!

today is the last lesson for confirmation class
and horray!
got to say, today was quite fun!
yes, wanted to sleep, but last part was
HILARIOUS!

i need to get something white for confirmation service
like a white dress?
LOL!
anyway, i found my replacement for a "dad"
hee hee, no offence man

recreation day
fun, bored, nice, weird.
: DDD
and many more* hint*

school again tomorrow.

Saturday, July 18, 2009

i really hope my sadness it over
i feel so pathetic
losing to SADNESS!

anyway,
i think sad mood is going away soon
after a big tear shedding yesterday night
i realise that my parents wont be there for my confirmation
the whole day, i held my tears, CONTROL!
then, the sudden thought just broke everything
and i burst into uncontrol-able tears
rainning tears.
rain clouds= my eyes

anyway, i cannot believe my mum had to hear me crying over the phone
i fill super bad cause of that
i mean. she is overseas and she apologise like mad
but argh!
i need to be a more understanding child,
not everything is about me
my dad and mum deserve a break as well
HAHA! oh worst,
my dad saw me crying over the phone and was like
" what is the problem?!"
i just quickly pass the phone to my bro and ran to my room
and yes, to cry down there

but tears shedding was what i needed
i know i cannot store everything in my heart forever
i will crack!
anyway, i will still have my friends supporting me
better than nth
but i also realise what meant to me the most was my family
HAHA!
it is alright, i can live! i can video the whole thing
however, what i am afraid of right now is that
i will cry in the confirmation itself.

i am such a cry baby...

Friday, July 17, 2009

guess what
class tee collection postpone.
oh well.

today,
was rather, well,
like the worst day ever!
maths test,
mug for 2 days, forgot everything on the test itself.
english,
cannot say i write splendid work
drama,
no comments.
i feel that the more i study, the more stupid i get,
i just forget everything!
i feel like punching myself!
need to cry...sigh.
maybe guitaring or playing piano will help

cell later,
may the day brighten up

Thursday, July 16, 2009

argh, I am sick.
lol.
new it, sooner or later.

you know what.
the more i read my poem,
the more i love it.
HAHA!

today, though never go school,
i need to mug on mathematics,
i need to OWN this paper!

collecting class tee tomorrow! : DDD

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

oh yeah!
the computer finally works!
THANK GOD!
one whole day without internet connection,
= horrible day

anyway,
because there was nth i could do with the computer
i studied maths
and ended up sleeping for 2h
LOL!
then by the time i wake,
i think i felt super sick
and slept like at 9pm.

i think i am getting sick
shoot man!

and PEOPLE!
i dont cyberbully. LOL!
: DDD

remember i said i wrote a poem,
i think i am gonna post it at my "profiles"
do look!
: DDD

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

oh yes,
additional mark for chem paper
now: 24/30
YAHOO!

tuesdays are the longest days in school
so many boring subjects
anyway, i survived
oh ya,
today had no HMT remedial
could focus on the eng project
it looks super nice : DDD

yesterday
i spent my last hour writing a poem
i think it really captures how i feel
hahah
thanks to ying's deciphering

i want to watch obsessed!
PS: i need to start mugging maths

Monday, July 13, 2009

time just pass so slow in school today

yesterday watched harpers island.
NO it is not scary
and i regret not watching the series,
the plot is super exciting.
anyway, because of that,
i am sleepy.
yarn*

i got 23/30 for science chemistry!
HORRAY!
A1. thank GOD!

and i want to thank ying ying for helping me decipher something very important.
YING IS THE BEST!
: DDD

below are some pictures that i drew!
yes, including the chalk drawn smiley face on the pinafole! : DDD
(done when i was bored in class- doodling helps you pay attention in class)


below is something my friend wrote! hahah!
lame but,
girls shall be girls!

Sunday, July 12, 2009

i am bored.
i shall break down why i am happy.

i never fall asleep
i accomplish many things today
i finish the sing to st nich thingy
i got to eat good food
(though i never drank the shandy-)
i am not sick
i managed to spend time with my 4 friends and others at the same time
etc

i am glad i saw many things i miss,
isnt it amazing that in every person,
you adore one particular thing of that person?!

today,
I LOVE TODAY,
it was fulfilling.


today,
I AM HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!
hahaha!
and i have reasons why too...... : DDD

and poor jessica,
she is sick.
people,
PRAY FOR HER.!!!

confirmation class,
one more to go,
and i am excited about getting confirm... : DDD
to i get any card?
like, LYDIA IS OFFICIALLY PART OF THE CHURCH?
hahahaha, like when i was baptise?
my parents will give me. i guess

*PS: i really need to try dancing in the rain, be CAREFREE!*

Saturday, July 11, 2009

i heard them talking........
about something i really dislike,
you know what i did?
close my eyes,
and sleep, trying to dream and pretend i cannot hear a thing at all....................

i love going to jessica's house
i love the mac and cheese there
i love the walking in the rain
i love the rain wetting my hair
i love the sensation of rain falling on my face
i love to the rain.
*suddenly*

i want to dance in the rain,
i want to run in the rain
i want to jump in the rain
i want to feel free in the rain

i should give it a try! ; DDD


i intended to post yesterday
but i guess blogger hated my yesterday

anyway,
after yesterday school
my hands became super sore,
actually just my right hand,
cause i wrote so many essays!
argh, literature and english
good thing chinese was not graded.

update on TEAM L2ARK! (my drama group name)
we have figure out the first scene, YEAH!

went to zhang yi's place for dinner yesterday too
super awesome,
got dumplings,
really love her mum's cooking
and i met zy dad for the first time,
super friendly man!
zy's computer also rock to the max,
but i still think i love mine more! HAHAH
oh and we watched twilight while waiting for the dinner
fishnuts,
edward cullen is still the best.
if i can go into the movie,
i will surely hug him

cell was not bad,
the munchers rule
especially sharing time,
yesterday was one the best sharing time ever
and i think i know what my heartbeat is...
hee hee, i think nat n rachel know too!

today,
i will be going to jessica house for dinner,
girls chat after that : DDD
oh, and i dont intend to do my hw!
HEE HEE!

btw,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMY!
and
HAPPY BELATED DENISE!
(opps, sry denise, i forgot to post this on blog! : DDDD)

Thursday, July 09, 2009

i wonder how to mug for lit???
just read the book
deep reading.........i guess that will be what i do.

got my fbts!
horray! black n red
and yes, i went to my "shi fu"'s shop! hahahaha
i think i saw him 3 times this week
hahahahahah
anyway, i was deciding on the orange or red
he said take red, cause national day
haha, will listen to my "shi fu"

school was okay,
nothing much,
indian dance teacher seemed more fierce today,
but she is still fun
amazed that i manage to stay awake in chinese class,
one hour is super long.............
sigh

i think we should call my EOY drama group:
L2ARK
lol, stands for lydia, laura, ann, rachael and kim san
hahaha, i think i am lame........
LOL!

tomorrow is cell
WOOHOO!

Wednesday, July 08, 2009

today
was super tired in school
yarn yarn yarn
accept during CME lessons
it was a blast!
only rachel tan, ying and fang wei knows why....
oh yes, ms chua too : DDD

and i want to go back to bandung
i missed the life there
i wish i can go back this dec
i should keep that in prayer

i think i am giving my friend the wrong idea........
FISHNUTS PEOPLE!

anyway, i think i need to sleep now.
no wait,
why am i even sleepy?
cause i woke up twice to pee in the night............

Tuesday, July 07, 2009

and tick!
class tee-------CHECK!
kk, i saw my shi fu today again
master shirt....he is so pro,
and i guess quite impress with the new design........
bows*
hahaha

hmm.....today school was okay,
some lessons were boring but some super funny : D
maybe that is some good points of being a st nich girl
then, had chinese remedial
almost slept there
then,
went to toa payoh to get t shirt done with ying
had girl chat : D
went to macs too!
oh!
i almost took the wrong bus home......

and now,
i need major rest (SLEEP!)

"start spending less time....."
i know i know
shall try my best

Monday, July 06, 2009

"sometimes, in order to do the right thing, we have to give up what we love, even our dreams..."
quote from spiderman 2

there is this quote saying
"never ever give up",
but i guess sometimes,
giving up is the only solution, the only choice, the only way
difficult, but neccessary

suddenly,
the sudden thought pops up again.
fishnuts!


today has no school
later will be going out to get class tee shirts done
ps: for those who never give me their t-shirt size, paiseh,
i just have to estimate for you then
oh ya, then i have chinese tuition.

guess what,
i dreamt today
okay, that is not surprising, i dream everyday,
no today, it was what i dreamt that gave me a fright
i will still rate this dream as an IMPOSSIBLE!

SUDDENLY,
i feel that i miss you
(NAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
my feelings and mind shall not corrode my life!

Sunday, July 05, 2009

today is youth day!today is youth day!tomorrow no school!tomorrow no school!
hahah,
i have been like singing this phrase for the entire day!
: DDD

anyway, today
woke up so early to go to church
and worship was awesome,
COOL-ness!
then had confirmation class,
opps, i almost fall asleep
shoot!
then went to chicken rice place to eat, eat until FULL!
then went with nat n zy to buy some stuff at northpoint

later....
I AM WATCHING ICE AGE 3D
horray!!!!!
hahahahah! there is always a kid in me : D

tomorrow, will go to get class tee done
with ying n jessie
hahahahahah!
wait, i still need to finish drama hw. argh!

anyway,
this is a reply to my dear 4-some
i understand how you feel,
dont worry
will not go overboard,
n u will definitely can trust that!
: DDD

Saturday, July 04, 2009

yesterday's cell worship was not bad,
HAHA!
i am glad i manage to pull through,
PRAISE GOD!
well, there is still tomorrow's worship
: DDD
and have to wait up so early just to go to church.
sleep early tonight!

well, had worship prac,
and helped dani with bulletin (how to spell?)
then went for lunch : D
had tuition,
super blast!
english tuition rocks! : DDD
learn oral today, easy, cause we are all chatty!

nothing much,
just that i am a bit in a non decisive n confused mood.
HAHA

Friday, July 03, 2009

yeah!
1st week of sch over! heehee
and yes, no extra activities in school until further notice

today,
had science test,
not bad, managed to do the paper!
HEE HEE!
and drama,
it was awesome when we stand in a circle
and pray before our performance
it was really the time i felt the group's unity
TEAM PHYSICAL DRAMA!
and yes, we did it!
DRAMA WAS AWESOME!
DRAMA IS AWESOME!
DRAMA IS ALWAYS AWESOME!

and we receive our term schedule
got bluffed.
term 2 is a lot easier than term 3,
nevermind,
i am gonna OWN term 3 : DDD

hmm, and i am feeling more confident for chinese,
i passed listening!
like 16/20? HAHAH!
i failed the previous one.......
archievement!

later have cell,
and leading worship
i really pray GOD will help me
AMEN!

Thursday, July 02, 2009

argh, my blog is spoilt again
wanted to post some of my doodling pic that i did in sch
oh well,
i shall post in facebook n maybe friendster

anyway,
currently, i am doing my maths hw and later i shall mug sci for tmr's test
tmr is also drama performance test
and i really hope that my group can do well
a lot of the groups are super good
hope, abstract would not be a prob

and yes, tmr
i am leading worship,
have not fear LYDIA, GOD is with you,
amen! : DDD
and yeah! zhang yi is going for cell! : DDD

had indian dance class today,
the teacher rocks
and she is such a constrast to____
oh that reminds me,
this sun is youth day!
hahaha,
if my family aint gonna watch ice age 3D
i hope i can watch with some friends,
if i can find any that is........

LOL, okay, back to the studies

Wednesday, July 01, 2009

i need to mug on science now
MUGGING!

anyway, i agree with many
NEW DIVIDE is indeed a nice song : DDD

i am kinda frustrated (disappointed) in some ________
i think i expect to much,
but basically
once again, requirements not met
surely someone or something can fulfill them!

back from holidays,
and guess what
this holiday had really changed many,
yes!
they are NO LONGER THE SAME
is that good or bad?!
i dont know.