Saturday, February 28, 2009
yesterday guitar lessons were good,
oh gosh,
weiyi teach chim stuff......
i need to start practicing
then ended lessons about 6.20pm
so i still have a lot of time before cell starts,
i join the scripture readers' meeting for fun!
i make fun of prak!
haha, but drawing a portrait pic of him on his notebook
he was like what the..
lol,
then i played with prak phone, browsing through all his stuff,
hee hee!
then, i got bored again, so i played daniel's phone game!
meeting ended around 7.20pm
then we all go eat dinner,
nat and rachel were not there yet,
so in the end, i ate dinner with choy, prak, johnny n abel
yeah! used benchoy phone to call bandung friends!
it got through,
we were like talking talking on the phone
super glad can talked to zulham, he seems happier
he say he is recovering...
then more talking!
: DDD
i talked to icha!
yeah! i know prak jealous! : DDD
then, cause the connection is bad, had to hang up! aww..
really miss them..
only went to cell at 7.50
nat and rachel only arrive then..
lol, super late
anyway, at least i was there for the last worship song,
then joanne took out group, we played this interesting game!
yeah, and it is played in the dark, super dark!
i remember once, someone touch me, and it was nat, FISH!
then there was one, i suddenly look up and freak out as someone was like looking down at me,
it was dot tang...
cell was fun!
today had worship prac, i am very scared..
opps?!
GOD HELP ME PLEASE!
oh gosh,
weiyi teach chim stuff......
i need to start practicing
then ended lessons about 6.20pm
so i still have a lot of time before cell starts,
i join the scripture readers' meeting for fun!
i make fun of prak!
haha, but drawing a portrait pic of him on his notebook
he was like what the..
lol,
then i played with prak phone, browsing through all his stuff,
hee hee!
then, i got bored again, so i played daniel's phone game!
meeting ended around 7.20pm
then we all go eat dinner,
nat and rachel were not there yet,
so in the end, i ate dinner with choy, prak, johnny n abel
yeah! used benchoy phone to call bandung friends!
it got through,
we were like talking talking on the phone
super glad can talked to zulham, he seems happier
he say he is recovering...
then more talking!
: DDD
i talked to icha!
yeah! i know prak jealous! : DDD
then, cause the connection is bad, had to hang up! aww..
really miss them..
only went to cell at 7.50
nat and rachel only arrive then..
lol, super late
anyway, at least i was there for the last worship song,
then joanne took out group, we played this interesting game!
yeah, and it is played in the dark, super dark!
i remember once, someone touch me, and it was nat, FISH!
then there was one, i suddenly look up and freak out as someone was like looking down at me,
it was dot tang...
cell was fun!
today had worship prac, i am very scared..
opps?!
GOD HELP ME PLEASE!
Thursday, February 26, 2009
dont spread lies to me
please dont pollute my mind
i believe in happily ever afters
and that true love still exist
okay, maybe i am over emotional and a fantasy girl
but please dont take that away from me
and make me believe in all your lies
happy endings still exist
love will find a way!
dont say they dont please
mind my this behaviour, but this is something precious to me
it has truely followed me through my childhood
and never ending dream, wish, hope
dont take this away
dont brainwash me
dont pollute my mind
with all those lies
great.....i knew it!
i failed chinese
how great! by 2 marks...
okay, not exactly the bottom, but i disappointed myself
i feel like i am a loser
i really wonder
this year i am studying like mad,
and all i get is bad results
last year, i always study last minute, and i still came in top few
what is wrong with me?
what ying say is quite true,
maybe i am relying on my own strength instead of GOD
it is all my fault
FAIL!
give me hope please! i really cannot stand up myself
cca, was okay today,
spend most of my time drawing LOL!
maybe should have study for geog,
oh ya, i need to rush with geog,
test is tomorrow,
and i want my science note book back!
: DDD
i am in a rush,
told janice that i am nice,
so i will upload my baby pics, but not now
just too busy!
please dont pollute my mind
i believe in happily ever afters
and that true love still exist
okay, maybe i am over emotional and a fantasy girl
but please dont take that away from me
and make me believe in all your lies
happy endings still exist
love will find a way!
dont say they dont please
mind my this behaviour, but this is something precious to me
it has truely followed me through my childhood
and never ending dream, wish, hope
dont take this away
dont brainwash me
dont pollute my mind
with all those lies
great.....i knew it!
i failed chinese
how great! by 2 marks...
okay, not exactly the bottom, but i disappointed myself
i feel like i am a loser
i really wonder
this year i am studying like mad,
and all i get is bad results
last year, i always study last minute, and i still came in top few
what is wrong with me?
what ying say is quite true,
maybe i am relying on my own strength instead of GOD
it is all my fault
FAIL!
give me hope please! i really cannot stand up myself
cca, was okay today,
spend most of my time drawing LOL!
maybe should have study for geog,
oh ya, i need to rush with geog,
test is tomorrow,
and i want my science note book back!
: DDD
i am in a rush,
told janice that i am nice,
so i will upload my baby pics, but not now
just too busy!
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
what's inside of you, is stronger than what's outside
it is in my head,
i need to cling on to these words, and GOD's words, when i do lit...
keep me safe!
it is in my head,
i need to cling on to these words, and GOD's words, when i do lit...
keep me safe!
i just realise that there is still a piece of metal thing still in my finger
maybe it will get absorb into my blood.
will it pierce through my heart? lungs?
oh gosh! no!
pray
thunder storm right now,
let the rain fall down and wake my dreams
wait, i want to keep my dreams
haha,
today's tuition is awesom! yeah!
i had my tuition teacher doing this project for me, he was my sample
had to count pulse rates,
he started of seatin no prob!
not knowing that there were standing up, and running on the spots conditions too!
haha, he ran on the spot, super funny, i took a video
but nah.... i will be super mean to put it on here!
haha
i have to study,
ms cheong just told us our science tests dates, oh gosh!
so much to study!
arh!
ms cheong is such a great and dedicated teacher,
one of my classmates got into science competition, and they needed hair!
so they told ms cheong that they needed hair as a sample,
she was like, okay , no problem,
next day, she came to class with a short hair!
she actually cut off her hair, washed it and gave it to my classmate as a sample
mygosh!
what a great teacher!
unlike someone.....
holidays are coming....
great, term 1 is about to end
and i think i will do super badly
shoot......
what is wrong with me and subjects nowadays??
awesome! where is it now!
i need to super buckle up right now
help is needed!
maybe it will get absorb into my blood.
will it pierce through my heart? lungs?
oh gosh! no!
pray
thunder storm right now,
let the rain fall down and wake my dreams
wait, i want to keep my dreams
haha,
today's tuition is awesom! yeah!
i had my tuition teacher doing this project for me, he was my sample
had to count pulse rates,
he started of seatin no prob!
not knowing that there were standing up, and running on the spots conditions too!
haha, he ran on the spot, super funny, i took a video
but nah.... i will be super mean to put it on here!
haha
i have to study,
ms cheong just told us our science tests dates, oh gosh!
so much to study!
arh!
ms cheong is such a great and dedicated teacher,
one of my classmates got into science competition, and they needed hair!
so they told ms cheong that they needed hair as a sample,
she was like, okay , no problem,
next day, she came to class with a short hair!
she actually cut off her hair, washed it and gave it to my classmate as a sample
mygosh!
what a great teacher!
unlike someone.....
holidays are coming....
great, term 1 is about to end
and i think i will do super badly
shoot......
what is wrong with me and subjects nowadays??
awesome! where is it now!
i need to super buckle up right now
help is needed!
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
whatthefish!
my maid just help me pull out a splinter in my hand,
gosh i am typing so slow now, my index finger not usuable,
it is still very pain,
had to use all those twee thing, LOL! and nail clipper, but squeeze , and needle
gosh, my poor finger
i think my friends are not pure
all are went steady before, and a lot of them HAVE A BOYFRIEND
eww. i think i am proud to call myself pure! lol
i think i will keep my purity, there is still time,
not despo here!
:DDD
tests are coming and i realise i have to rush,!
i need to study, but still
words does not sink into my friend
back to the topic of my not so pure friends
haha!
no offence,
ya, they have been telling me a lot about what happen,
love life stuff, and i am truely amaze,
i think it is because i see too many broken relationships,
and hence, became frightened, and have a bad concept about this stuff
even though i am the fantasy girl
lol....
maybe there is the reason i stay away....
anyway, their life stories are so interestin,
and i love listening to their happily ever afters....
finally a change!
but some did not get their guy, and aww......
i was like " i am so heart broken", lol?!
but,
they told me how they face their probs...and everything,
i truely admire them.....
my maid just help me pull out a splinter in my hand,
gosh i am typing so slow now, my index finger not usuable,
it is still very pain,
had to use all those twee thing, LOL! and nail clipper, but squeeze , and needle
gosh, my poor finger
i think my friends are not pure
all are went steady before, and a lot of them HAVE A BOYFRIEND
eww. i think i am proud to call myself pure! lol
i think i will keep my purity, there is still time,
not despo here!
:DDD
tests are coming and i realise i have to rush,!
i need to study, but still
words does not sink into my friend
back to the topic of my not so pure friends
haha!
no offence,
ya, they have been telling me a lot about what happen,
love life stuff, and i am truely amaze,
i think it is because i see too many broken relationships,
and hence, became frightened, and have a bad concept about this stuff
even though i am the fantasy girl
lol....
maybe there is the reason i stay away....
anyway, their life stories are so interestin,
and i love listening to their happily ever afters....
finally a change!
but some did not get their guy, and aww......
i was like " i am so heart broken", lol?!
but,
they told me how they face their probs...and everything,
i truely admire them.....
Monday, February 23, 2009
ohmygosh!
i am so sorry zulham,
i did not know that your father had passed away
good thing rexa told me
i tried to call you and your friends a few times
but no one pick up
maybe it is the poor connection there
how are you? are you okay?
rexa ask me to cheer you up, haha, yes, i know i am funny and weird
sigh, i wish i can go back to bandung,
to visit again... you need confort right?
but even though distance is far, GOD is always there
he is your everlasting father, heavenly father, he will never leave you
trust in him always!
best wishes...
chinese spelling is over, yes!
and it is great,
i am aiming for a 80+ now..... give me marks!
ohman, i dislike acc, soon it will be a hate,
i think the way they make us appreciate chinese is so wrong
why have the tests?
it is like a exam already!
they should use cartoon videos,
too fantasy?
well, better than plain old 100% chinese slides,
and all that poems,
can just sleep
arh! ACC!
stinks.......
i gotta do lots of things now..
people are calling me awesome finally!
haha
self praise
yeah, thanks janice and fat ben!
for calling me awesome
oh ya and my friends in school too!
you really make my day!
oh.......nat n rachel,
sigh, have not call me awesome yet
haha!
nat calls me crazy
LOL!
i am so sorry zulham,
i did not know that your father had passed away
good thing rexa told me
i tried to call you and your friends a few times
but no one pick up
maybe it is the poor connection there
how are you? are you okay?
rexa ask me to cheer you up, haha, yes, i know i am funny and weird
sigh, i wish i can go back to bandung,
to visit again... you need confort right?
but even though distance is far, GOD is always there
he is your everlasting father, heavenly father, he will never leave you
trust in him always!
best wishes...
chinese spelling is over, yes!
and it is great,
i am aiming for a 80+ now..... give me marks!
ohman, i dislike acc, soon it will be a hate,
i think the way they make us appreciate chinese is so wrong
why have the tests?
it is like a exam already!
they should use cartoon videos,
too fantasy?
well, better than plain old 100% chinese slides,
and all that poems,
can just sleep
arh! ACC!
stinks.......
i gotta do lots of things now..
people are calling me awesome finally!
haha
self praise
yeah, thanks janice and fat ben!
for calling me awesome
oh ya and my friends in school too!
you really make my day!
oh.......nat n rachel,
sigh, have not call me awesome yet
haha!
nat calls me crazy
LOL!
Sunday, February 22, 2009
today is sunday, right now, it is pouring
finally after so many weeks of no rain,
wait, but eww, muddy soil! lol
rachel raja, never come to church today
she was sick, aiya, so sad, i wanted to see her, i need to laugh
well nathalie was quite a good company and thanks to her, she made me sit next to somebody,
THANKS A LOT!
hmm..... gave out flyers, i feel like skipping that! gosh!
but daddy say must go, the mr father said must go do!
LOL!
no choice...
i going to get to know you camp,
but i better study, i am behind time!!!
who is going anyway???
i need to know!
yes i need to know!!!!!!!
ring up estella now and ask who is going!!!
next week sunday backup again,
i think i am going to miss chinese compo lessons, haha
anyway, i dont care!!!!
what i need is my guitar lessons!
LIM WEI YI! when can i have my guitar lessons!????
acc test next week i think, i dont think i care about that subject,
i wanna ask my parents whether i can just fail it, i do not care
okay, that was a bad attitude, but i dont want to study that,
even though i am a chinese, i do not think it is important
sigh...
i should keep on smiling,
life is not always bad,
uhmmmm!!!!!!!!
finally after so many weeks of no rain,
wait, but eww, muddy soil! lol
rachel raja, never come to church today
she was sick, aiya, so sad, i wanted to see her, i need to laugh
well nathalie was quite a good company and thanks to her, she made me sit next to somebody,
THANKS A LOT!
hmm..... gave out flyers, i feel like skipping that! gosh!
but daddy say must go, the mr father said must go do!
LOL!
no choice...
i going to get to know you camp,
but i better study, i am behind time!!!
who is going anyway???
i need to know!
yes i need to know!!!!!!!
ring up estella now and ask who is going!!!
next week sunday backup again,
i think i am going to miss chinese compo lessons, haha
anyway, i dont care!!!!
what i need is my guitar lessons!
LIM WEI YI! when can i have my guitar lessons!????
acc test next week i think, i dont think i care about that subject,
i wanna ask my parents whether i can just fail it, i do not care
okay, that was a bad attitude, but i dont want to study that,
even though i am a chinese, i do not think it is important
sigh...
i should keep on smiling,
life is not always bad,
uhmmmm!!!!!!!!
Saturday, February 21, 2009
finally after so long, i felt God's presence in cell, in worship
this feeling has been gone for so long, i dont know why
yesterday, my flesh did not feel like worshipping, i just felt like running back home
however, i stayed, and truely i was making the right decision
i could not take it during the strong worship
i felt the presence of God
i just sat down and and crouch on the ground, and just broke down.
i have been keeping this tears a long time,
i have been crouching in a corner in my room blaming myself for all the stuff
and finally, i let go
really, the secret place is an awesome success.
through the PAPA prayer, i came to God in my own way
i just crouch and cried,
reflecting on all the stuff we had been through. all the thoughts i had, all my worries
i really glad that i let go
and i thank daniel for passing God's message to me.
yes, God wants to carry me, out of this worries, He ask me to give it all to Him
which i had not been doing for a long time,
i am so glad i did
i need to change my life,
i have beem running away,
the secret place is a great event, and i will surely go for everyone in the future,
i will not miss it at all,
i can be myself there, and just let everything out.
I HAVE MY SECRET PLACE!
this feeling has been gone for so long, i dont know why
yesterday, my flesh did not feel like worshipping, i just felt like running back home
however, i stayed, and truely i was making the right decision
i could not take it during the strong worship
i felt the presence of God
i just sat down and and crouch on the ground, and just broke down.
i have been keeping this tears a long time,
i have been crouching in a corner in my room blaming myself for all the stuff
and finally, i let go
really, the secret place is an awesome success.
through the PAPA prayer, i came to God in my own way
i just crouch and cried,
reflecting on all the stuff we had been through. all the thoughts i had, all my worries
i really glad that i let go
and i thank daniel for passing God's message to me.
yes, God wants to carry me, out of this worries, He ask me to give it all to Him
which i had not been doing for a long time,
i am so glad i did
i need to change my life,
i have beem running away,
the secret place is a great event, and i will surely go for everyone in the future,
i will not miss it at all,
i can be myself there, and just let everything out.
I HAVE MY SECRET PLACE!
Thursday, February 19, 2009
oh gosh!
i feel so worried for my drama assigment,
we have not plan anything yet! SHOOT!!!!!!
SOS!!!!!
i studied my chinese spelling already!
HORRAY!
haha, anyway, i still have chen yu to memorise
tomorrow,cell
but,
sigh,
so many people not going,
wei yi owes my my guitar lessons!
haha!
still have to do lot of things,
i cannot concentrate!!!
haha
stress.....
oh ya, YING YING BIRTHDAY IS COMING!!!!!
i feel so worried for my drama assigment,
we have not plan anything yet! SHOOT!!!!!!
SOS!!!!!
i studied my chinese spelling already!
HORRAY!
haha, anyway, i still have chen yu to memorise
tomorrow,cell
but,
sigh,
so many people not going,
wei yi owes my my guitar lessons!
haha!
still have to do lot of things,
i cannot concentrate!!!
haha
stress.....
oh ya, YING YING BIRTHDAY IS COMING!!!!!
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
i feel the urge to flood ppl friendster
but i am afraid they will get angry at me!
haha!
anyway, this rachel raja
she say she not coming to church this fri
NO!!!!!
rachel, i am going to be alone, dont leave me
and then this nat tan,
also dunno whether she is coming
super alone,
i need to find a buddy
i have a friend called johnny, ONLY FOR ME TO CALL!
hahahaha
i done my work!
dunno whether to conference or not
sigh
science open book tomrrow
i want an a1
i need an 8!
i dont know whether to do a valentines day card for you
you are weird....
anyway,
i am bored now,
i need something to do
maybe i should study somemore
my results are dropping i think
how can i say it drop when this is my first term of tests?
first time?
aiya, based on comparison with sec 1
i think i am dropping......NOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
maybegonnafloodnow
updatedmyfriendster!
but i am afraid they will get angry at me!
haha!
anyway, this rachel raja
she say she not coming to church this fri
NO!!!!!
rachel, i am going to be alone, dont leave me
and then this nat tan,
also dunno whether she is coming
super alone,
i need to find a buddy
i have a friend called johnny, ONLY FOR ME TO CALL!
hahahaha
i done my work!
dunno whether to conference or not
sigh
science open book tomrrow
i want an a1
i need an 8!
i dont know whether to do a valentines day card for you
you are weird....
anyway,
i am bored now,
i need something to do
maybe i should study somemore
my results are dropping i think
how can i say it drop when this is my first term of tests?
first time?
aiya, based on comparison with sec 1
i think i am dropping......NOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
maybegonnafloodnow
updatedmyfriendster!
lalalalalalaal!
i cannot seem to get my head to study, i know
i have a lot to catch up,
but i just feel like slacking.....
i think nowadays i should do short n sweet post....
anyway, i am super busy
but i like being long winded
wrote a 1368 words long of stuff yesterday
how cool is that!
i love maths n sci class,
simply rediculous!
i can say i brighten up my teacher's day
he cannot argue with me
i am NO. 1 favourite!
I LOVE MY DAD!
he defeated the monster! YEAH!
muahahaha!
got back my art work
12/15 not bad.......
but i still cannot believe i fail lit
THE WORD FAIL seems to get into me, i dont wanna be a failure, but i am afraid i am......SHOOT!
i cannot seem to get my head to study, i know
i have a lot to catch up,
but i just feel like slacking.....
i think nowadays i should do short n sweet post....
anyway, i am super busy
but i like being long winded
wrote a 1368 words long of stuff yesterday
how cool is that!
i love maths n sci class,
simply rediculous!
i can say i brighten up my teacher's day
he cannot argue with me
i am NO. 1 favourite!
I LOVE MY DAD!
he defeated the monster! YEAH!
muahahaha!
got back my art work
12/15 not bad.......
but i still cannot believe i fail lit
THE WORD FAIL seems to get into me, i dont wanna be a failure, but i am afraid i am......SHOOT!
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
reading reader's digest
it is february issue! n it is about love...
came across some interesting articles or points
just wanna share, do take time to read:
WAKE UP CALL( for love?):
lie: you think by giving more and accepting less, you are the bigger person
truth: you do not need to give up who you are or what you enjoy(unless you are the bad guy) Why please someone else at your own expense
lie: you think that by working at it, that person will change
truth: you're only one part of the relationship. If the other person dont change, it wont work
lie: you think that by not telling your friends, you are protecting them from an uneasy truth that they dont need to know
truth: you're just protecting youself from judgement and your partner from what you both are not proud of
i love the last one the best!
today is boyu's birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOYU!
she must be super proud with the group present
the vouchers are inside wrapped by newspaper, many layers!
dont judge a book by its cover,
inside is worth $60!
yeah man!
she was surpirsed.....duh!
anyway, i pass geog! yeah!
and then, did not bad for science--- a1!
er, compre, also can la
i dont really mind..........
a bit slack this year, sad
but my lit is killing me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
help is needed!
and i have to redo my yuedojicheng,
hey! he said i do very well, then ask me redo,
sad.......
better start now!
it is february issue! n it is about love...
came across some interesting articles or points
just wanna share, do take time to read:
WAKE UP CALL( for love?):
lie: you think by giving more and accepting less, you are the bigger person
truth: you do not need to give up who you are or what you enjoy(unless you are the bad guy) Why please someone else at your own expense
lie: you think that by working at it, that person will change
truth: you're only one part of the relationship. If the other person dont change, it wont work
lie: you think that by not telling your friends, you are protecting them from an uneasy truth that they dont need to know
truth: you're just protecting youself from judgement and your partner from what you both are not proud of
i love the last one the best!
today is boyu's birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOYU!
she must be super proud with the group present
the vouchers are inside wrapped by newspaper, many layers!
dont judge a book by its cover,
inside is worth $60!
yeah man!
she was surpirsed.....duh!
anyway, i pass geog! yeah!
and then, did not bad for science--- a1!
er, compre, also can la
i dont really mind..........
a bit slack this year, sad
but my lit is killing me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
help is needed!
and i have to redo my yuedojicheng,
hey! he said i do very well, then ask me redo,
sad.......
better start now!
Monday, February 16, 2009
i think i have the passion for flooding people's tag board,
lol,
no wait
wait
er
maybe not
i'll stick to guitar designs! LOL
boyu birthday in 2h time,
yeah!
be happy on your birthday BOYU!
check out my friendster for the lastest edition to the guitar family,
FLAMINGO!
janice called me cooolll!!!!! lol, i want awesome! : DDD
LYDIA IS AWESOME,wait, now i am self praising.....OPPS!
lol,
no wait
wait
er
maybe not
i'll stick to guitar designs! LOL
boyu birthday in 2h time,
yeah!
be happy on your birthday BOYU!
check out my friendster for the lastest edition to the guitar family,
FLAMINGO!
janice called me cooolll!!!!! lol, i want awesome! : DDD
LYDIA IS AWESOME,wait, now i am self praising.....OPPS!
oh gosh,
today i am sick, great
i knew i will get sick sooner or later, but not now
my body was already dead weak yesterday,
sigh
missed history test today,
not really a celebrating thing
it means i wasted my time studying!!!
arh! nevermind, at least i can apply my knowledge to end of year exam...
i used my time at home to complete my geog assignment and some stuff
still have to study for chinese and geog test
and have spelling to learn
oh ya, chris chew valentines day card is lovely
love the words:
a woman's heart should be so hidden in God;
that a man must seek God to find her
nice : DDD
haha, he is so cool, make for the whole xxon girls
haha,
do the guys wanna be a girl now???
fail man fail!
the plan failed!
i dont know why but i feel like a failure
fail fail fail!
i dont want to fail!
dont let me fail
please! i wanna pass!(not fail)
cool, use 7 fail words in these para
i think i should stop, it is not working,
i think i should follow the words
and keep focus on God
maybe i should not have started in the first place
maybe should have said goodbye a long time ago
but i was not willing
i fail again
today i am sick, great
i knew i will get sick sooner or later, but not now
my body was already dead weak yesterday,
sigh
missed history test today,
not really a celebrating thing
it means i wasted my time studying!!!
arh! nevermind, at least i can apply my knowledge to end of year exam...
i used my time at home to complete my geog assignment and some stuff
still have to study for chinese and geog test
and have spelling to learn
oh ya, chris chew valentines day card is lovely
love the words:
a woman's heart should be so hidden in God;
that a man must seek God to find her
nice : DDD
haha, he is so cool, make for the whole xxon girls
haha,
do the guys wanna be a girl now???
fail man fail!
the plan failed!
i dont know why but i feel like a failure
fail fail fail!
i dont want to fail!
dont let me fail
please! i wanna pass!(not fail)
cool, use 7 fail words in these para
i think i should stop, it is not working,
i think i should follow the words
and keep focus on God
maybe i should not have started in the first place
maybe should have said goodbye a long time ago
but i was not willing
i fail again
Sunday, February 15, 2009
i can only say this now,
that there is a high possible chance that it would fail
deaf eyes, blind eyes,
can only confirm my ans, the future
i dont know what to do
i am stuck
again
that there is a high possible chance that it would fail
deaf eyes, blind eyes,
can only confirm my ans, the future
i dont know what to do
i am stuck
again
Saturday, February 14, 2009
they say failure leads to tears, i couldnt agree more
i think i am a great pretender, able to stand up,
but inside i am just crumbling bit by bit,
yes, i might say i dont care, i dont care at all,
but in me, i realise i let my them down,
oh a ryhme how great!
if i could only apply that in my test, that truely would be great...
they say big girls dont cry,
but i did,
tears just fell, just rolled, just could not be control!
why must you be so forgiving,
are you trying to make my feel the guilt?
or is that the way you are?
why did you give me a hug, i dont even deserve it, but you gave...
did you do it for valentines day or for my sake?
did you wanted to comfort me or what?
i love the way you talk to me, the calmness in your tone
the way you assure me with your eyes, that everything is alright
the way you say sorry, when you did not do any wrong
the way you hug me and say you love me, not matter what went wrong
how great is that love, how great and how wide
how great is your compassion, even though i fail many times,
your never ending forgiveness, the way you phrase the words,
i can only say i am proud to be your daughter
this is for my daddy!
i love you a lot!
i think i am a great pretender, able to stand up,
but inside i am just crumbling bit by bit,
yes, i might say i dont care, i dont care at all,
but in me, i realise i let my them down,
oh a ryhme how great!
if i could only apply that in my test, that truely would be great...
they say big girls dont cry,
but i did,
tears just fell, just rolled, just could not be control!
why must you be so forgiving,
are you trying to make my feel the guilt?
or is that the way you are?
why did you give me a hug, i dont even deserve it, but you gave...
did you do it for valentines day or for my sake?
did you wanted to comfort me or what?
i love the way you talk to me, the calmness in your tone
the way you assure me with your eyes, that everything is alright
the way you say sorry, when you did not do any wrong
the way you hug me and say you love me, not matter what went wrong
how great is that love, how great and how wide
how great is your compassion, even though i fail many times,
your never ending forgiveness, the way you phrase the words,
i can only say i am proud to be your daughter
this is for my daddy!
i love you a lot!
long time never post,
i stayed back for quite a few days in school,
so tired,
just came back from science centre, school activity
we transformed bacterial! make it glow! so cool!
and si ci was like my, valentine! MUAHAHAH!
nothing wrong going on, just friends...
drama was yesterday,
it was awesome,
watching seniors perform really change my perspective of drama
truely that my breath away!
haha,
was like in school from morning to night,
drama stuff from 2 - 10pm!
awesome!
even though there were technical difficulties, they all strive and defeat techonology that failed them!
i need to work hard...
oh, i failed literature,
shooot!
how great is that..........
man, dunno whether to take lit for next year, or geog? drama???
triple science? double science?
confusing me...
anyway, today is valentines day!
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!
wrote and cut out a lot of cards, plus cards for the class too!
will give my cell mates tomorrow?
am i going to wear a dress tmr?
depends....
here are some of the pics, my valentines day present, a bit, and drama discussion freeze frame!]
hee hee! happy valentines day ! ignore the cards, apparently the camera took that part.... grr, technology is failing me!
okay, now you can see the yellow flower, not a rose, but a symbol for joy! HAPPY!!!!!!!!!
another pic of presents, was taking different points of views.... i can still see my LYDIA IS AWESOME!
i was taking this pic to show them how they look, not bad......hahaha, girls in black are all st nichs!
this is my group! so awesome, so cool! yeah!!!! ours is the best!i wanted to be in, but had to do duty soon...
another picture, just practisin.....
yeah! another one!!!!!! slighty different, can you spot it????
i love this pic, my LYDIA IS AWESOME with the flowers! oh my, my history text book spoils everything!!!!!!!
I LOVE DRAMA!
i stayed back for quite a few days in school,
so tired,
just came back from science centre, school activity
we transformed bacterial! make it glow! so cool!
and si ci was like my, valentine! MUAHAHAH!
nothing wrong going on, just friends...
drama was yesterday,
it was awesome,
watching seniors perform really change my perspective of drama
truely that my breath away!
haha,
was like in school from morning to night,
drama stuff from 2 - 10pm!
awesome!
even though there were technical difficulties, they all strive and defeat techonology that failed them!
i need to work hard...
oh, i failed literature,
shooot!
how great is that..........
man, dunno whether to take lit for next year, or geog? drama???
triple science? double science?
confusing me...
anyway, today is valentines day!
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!
wrote and cut out a lot of cards, plus cards for the class too!
will give my cell mates tomorrow?
am i going to wear a dress tmr?
depends....
here are some of the pics, my valentines day present, a bit, and drama discussion freeze frame!]
hee hee! happy valentines day ! ignore the cards, apparently the camera took that part.... grr, technology is failing me!
presents!i managed to squeeze everything onto boyu's plate, stuffing one stuff over the other, awesome dad n melody gave my real flowers!!! wait, the sun flower is blocked! aww, zoom in to the food then... can you see something super special??? LYDIA IS AWESOME!!!!!
okay, now you can see the yellow flower, not a rose, but a symbol for joy! HAPPY!!!!!!!!!
another pic of presents, was taking different points of views.... i can still see my LYDIA IS AWESOME!drama discussion freeze frame...
question: do a freeze frame of what you think about drama...CHIM!
i was taking this pic to show them how they look, not bad......hahaha, girls in black are all st nichs!
this is my group! so awesome, so cool! yeah!!!! ours is the best!i wanted to be in, but had to do duty soon...
another picture, just practisin.....
yeah! another one!!!!!! slighty different, can you spot it????
i love this pic, my LYDIA IS AWESOME with the flowers! oh my, my history text book spoils everything!!!!!!!
I LOVE DRAMA!
lydia
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
today the ijym girls went to AMK street 11 to do some interactive work,
man,
the kids there are super duper cute! and of course,
i have my favourite....
JARED!
omg, that younf 4 year old guy can really outspeak me in chinese and super cam lover, once i taught him how to take pictures with my camera, he went everywhere taking pics,
he is so cute!!!!!!!!!!!!
okay, ignore the mua in the pic, aww, he and i are so bonded after all of the 1 or 2 hours... hee hee, he allowed me to carry him!!! i rock at this,
ps: i look super toot in my school uniform...
yeah, another wonderful pic of me and him, arh, JARED, cute guy, hahahaha!!!!!
opps, i forget this young guy's name, you know who took this picture? JOYFUL JARED! haha, not bad for a 4 year old, this guy with me is super cute too!
okay, this super cool pic is also taken by the one and only jared, haha, one person hiding and another showing a photo her "kid" took, it was a camera competition, of course my jared will win... MUAHAHAHA! oh ya, i was not attached to him one(that sounded wrong), anyway, it was rena... i was attached to 2 boys who cannot be seperated called aric and zhen yu, haha cute too, but soon disappear, then i went to play with jared and of course, with my high tech skill, haha, i "stole" him...hee hee
close up view of jared, he was not so used to camera yet, aww....but he still look super adorable!
yeah, jared and his girl! i love jared's smile here, so handsome! hahaha. anyway, that girl beside him is jenny, another cute girl, who though jared learned how to take pics too! aww...
now, jared was not prepared for this pic, look at his blur look, and jenny looks so sweet, arh! jared, spoil the pic! but still forgivable.... hee
i think this is the second pic i took of him, he was still blur but was getting braver, go jared!!!
haha, now that is a pose, a thinking pose, though it is not really perfect, i still think it is 100% him, aww........ so cute.......
yeah, now the fingers are working, he looks cool and cute, handsome fellow,
this cute guy, unknown name, his pose is like this, jared is getting interested...hahah, CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
no!!!!!!!!!!!! unglam pic of my little jared!
okay this is the official first pic of jared which made him crazy when i showed him the pic, haha, young talent
this is for nat and rachel, hope you guys are happy....
man,
the kids there are super duper cute! and of course,
i have my favourite....
JARED!
omg, that younf 4 year old guy can really outspeak me in chinese and super cam lover, once i taught him how to take pictures with my camera, he went everywhere taking pics,
he is so cute!!!!!!!!!!!!
okay, ignore the mua in the pic, aww, he and i are so bonded after all of the 1 or 2 hours... hee hee, he allowed me to carry him!!! i rock at this,ps: i look super toot in my school uniform...
yeah, another wonderful pic of me and him, arh, JARED, cute guy, hahahaha!!!!!
opps, i forget this young guy's name, you know who took this picture? JOYFUL JARED! haha, not bad for a 4 year old, this guy with me is super cute too!
okay, this super cool pic is also taken by the one and only jared, haha, one person hiding and another showing a photo her "kid" took, it was a camera competition, of course my jared will win... MUAHAHAHA! oh ya, i was not attached to him one(that sounded wrong), anyway, it was rena... i was attached to 2 boys who cannot be seperated called aric and zhen yu, haha cute too, but soon disappear, then i went to play with jared and of course, with my high tech skill, haha, i "stole" him...hee hee
close up view of jared, he was not so used to camera yet, aww....but he still look super adorable!
yeah, jared and his girl! i love jared's smile here, so handsome! hahaha. anyway, that girl beside him is jenny, another cute girl, who though jared learned how to take pics too! aww...
now, jared was not prepared for this pic, look at his blur look, and jenny looks so sweet, arh! jared, spoil the pic! but still forgivable.... hee
i think this is the second pic i took of him, he was still blur but was getting braver, go jared!!!
haha, now that is a pose, a thinking pose, though it is not really perfect, i still think it is 100% him, aww........ so cute.......
yeah, now the fingers are working, he looks cool and cute, handsome fellow,
this cute guy, unknown name, his pose is like this, jared is getting interested...hahah, CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
no!!!!!!!!!!!! unglam pic of my little jared!
okay this is the official first pic of jared which made him crazy when i showed him the pic, haha, young talent
this is for nat and rachel, hope you guys are happy....yeah! my laptop cannot download pics but this destop can, hahahahahahah! i hope the laptop can fix though,
test are coming and i need to buckle up,
mua going emo soon, SHOOT! NO!!!!!
i need elmo, lol!
fat ben in super scary to talk to, really
and i drew 8 little miss guitars yesterday during conference, multi tasking!
kk, gtg
lydia
Monday, February 09, 2009
yeah! i feel so free....
ever since i decided to ditch that disappointed, pissed mood in me
i feel so free and happier
i did not say i gonna pretend it didnt happen,
it did, it is part of my history,
but i shall not force things to happen my way,
even if i always wanted this happily ever after,
i wanted you to be part of it
haha,
i am freeeeeeee!!!!!!!
nat, chill!
relax! a friend will cry with you,
not make you cry,
wait you did not cry at all!
HAHAHAHAHAH!
anyway,
lets just leave with it,
she made her own choice,
lets just move forward, QUOTED!
super tired in school,
and i carried 9kg of sugar to my class too,
i am a dedicated IJYM girl,
tomorrow we will be going to street 11, i must sleep early so that i can be refresh!
especially for geog class, i need to do well!
i did it!
i managed to score 78 for chinese spelling without having anyone to teach me,
best of all, i studied in my gramps house in malaysia, before chines new year,
i did not revise on sat or sun at all,
GOD HELPED ME! YEAH!
i am glad, and so are my parents,
ps: i commit my maths result to Your hands...
okay, personal again:(haha, diff person, non emo)!
i ready to say goodbye,
ya i am,
it is not that hard,
but i wish it would last, longer...
people come people go,
i mean, i dont understand stand your meaning by a NO
what are you trying to say???
i am not stating a person can have only one best friend,
No...
i mean_________________________________________________________________________________________..
what a long story, haha
but i am willing to say goodbye anytime,
i prepare myself, but i hope i would not have to say it
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chinese tuition later
gonna get help for my chinese work
eating dinner now
lydia
ever since i decided to ditch that disappointed, pissed mood in me
i feel so free and happier
i did not say i gonna pretend it didnt happen,
it did, it is part of my history,
but i shall not force things to happen my way,
even if i always wanted this happily ever after,
i wanted you to be part of it
haha,
i am freeeeeeee!!!!!!!
nat, chill!
relax! a friend will cry with you,
not make you cry,
wait you did not cry at all!
HAHAHAHAHAH!
anyway,
lets just leave with it,
she made her own choice,
lets just move forward, QUOTED!
super tired in school,
and i carried 9kg of sugar to my class too,
i am a dedicated IJYM girl,
tomorrow we will be going to street 11, i must sleep early so that i can be refresh!
especially for geog class, i need to do well!
i did it!
i managed to score 78 for chinese spelling without having anyone to teach me,
best of all, i studied in my gramps house in malaysia, before chines new year,
i did not revise on sat or sun at all,
GOD HELPED ME! YEAH!
i am glad, and so are my parents,
ps: i commit my maths result to Your hands...
okay, personal again:(haha, diff person, non emo)!
i ready to say goodbye,
ya i am,
it is not that hard,
but i wish it would last, longer...
people come people go,
i mean, i dont understand stand your meaning by a NO
what are you trying to say???
i am not stating a person can have only one best friend,
No...
i mean_________________________________________________________________________________________..
what a long story, haha
but i am willing to say goodbye anytime,
i prepare myself, but i hope i would not have to say it
**********************************************************************************
chinese tuition later
gonna get help for my chinese work
eating dinner now
lydia
Sunday, February 08, 2009
MY POST OF ANGER!!!
omg, what is wrong with you!
just making me pissed of right?????!!!!!!
arh! can you really tell the whole story,
not only your point of view,
i wanna say the whole truth in your blog, but i am not gonna embarrass you
i still respect you reputation
i will not say......
i hope you can be more reasonable though
say we dont understand, do you?
have you ever thought that we have been chasin you for so long,
do you think we will never get sick!
can you dont be so dumb, just stop in the middle of nowhere,
thinking that we are supposed to run to you like what,
we are not your lover
be more realistic and reasonable
hello, it was not your day,
it was mine, but i dont blame you,
wake up!
you descibe friendship as to always be happy
never cry
hullo?
what kind of friendship never goes through trouble?
you give up, you are the real loser!
friendship is also all about being understanding, are you?
friendship is..... forgiving, it never ends, it always last
friendship should also support, did you?
were you there? think!
you were not!
where were you when i was first time leading cell worship last year?
where were you?
where were you on my birthday?
why act so rashly, cannot give in?
SUPPORT IS NEEDED.....
please wake up!
dont act emo, you are just making me pissed...
dont make things worst,
i dont want it to end,
but still,
it is up to you!
*******************************************************************************
okay,
i chilled,
i am not gonna care, i am not going to care already
i am just wasting my time and getting wrinkles
tossing and turning in my bed,
it is not worth it
i gonna start afresh!!!!!!
AFRESH!
tomorrow, school,
bla bla bla,
life goes on, haha,
nth much today!
nat came my house,
rachel went from mrt,
siao!
haha,
got a new laptop and spent
1h staring at that ipod,
i want that green one!
GREEN!
omg, what is wrong with you!
just making me pissed of right?????!!!!!!
arh! can you really tell the whole story,
not only your point of view,
i wanna say the whole truth in your blog, but i am not gonna embarrass you
i still respect you reputation
i will not say......
i hope you can be more reasonable though
say we dont understand, do you?
have you ever thought that we have been chasin you for so long,
do you think we will never get sick!
can you dont be so dumb, just stop in the middle of nowhere,
thinking that we are supposed to run to you like what,
we are not your lover
be more realistic and reasonable
hello, it was not your day,
it was mine, but i dont blame you,
wake up!
you descibe friendship as to always be happy
never cry
hullo?
what kind of friendship never goes through trouble?
you give up, you are the real loser!
friendship is also all about being understanding, are you?
friendship is..... forgiving, it never ends, it always last
friendship should also support, did you?
were you there? think!
you were not!
where were you when i was first time leading cell worship last year?
where were you?
where were you on my birthday?
why act so rashly, cannot give in?
SUPPORT IS NEEDED.....
please wake up!
dont act emo, you are just making me pissed...
dont make things worst,
i dont want it to end,
but still,
it is up to you!
*******************************************************************************
okay,
i chilled,
i am not gonna care, i am not going to care already
i am just wasting my time and getting wrinkles
tossing and turning in my bed,
it is not worth it
i gonna start afresh!!!!!!
AFRESH!
tomorrow, school,
bla bla bla,
life goes on, haha,
nth much today!
nat came my house,
rachel went from mrt,
siao!
haha,
got a new laptop and spent
1h staring at that ipod,
i want that green one!
GREEN!
Saturday, February 07, 2009
haha, never update...
i just updated my friendster plus the about me part: that can serve as a update post, it did talked about what i am doing right now~
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Updated on : 7 February 2009
Okay, I am 14 right now, tomorrow, I will be officially 14 for one week. Haha. I think I need to update my life, as it is 2009 already:
Right now I am in sec 2 justice, drama class! I cannot believe I gotten into drama, I am super quiet during sec 1. arh! My friends were all shock, but now, I think drama really turned me to a chatty block! No difficulties to impress myself! They say sec 2 is important, ya, kind of true. I am stuck, I don’t know whether to take triple or double science! Nevermind, I still have time, I hope…
I am out of band, yes, I tranfered, about 3 weeks already, surprisingly, I managed to keep it a quiet topic, until yesterday when they had to see the IJ girls, I had to stand and walk to the door to collect my form, there goes my secret. Everybody was like HUH!? Lol… anyway, I feel very free now, having a lot of time to study… YAHOO!
Not in band, means no more learning trumpet, I need to learn an instrument! Wei yi is being my guitar teacher now, haha, yesterday was the first day of lesson. Brought along mum small guitar, I am lazy to being mind, so huge. And, many youths make a huge commotion just because it was a baby taylor. I was like -__-lll, nth to say…anyway, I will be continuing with lessons for now!
I suddenly don’t feel like being a doctor anymore, I feel like being a guitar designer, I don’t know why… I am getting dreams of different designs of guitar everyday, yesterday, I spent so much time compiling 2 different guitars that I drew in a scrap book, yes I am keeping track! Slept about 12 plus, haha. Parents did not know! I just have another dream, I will be drawing MY LADY soon!
Well, seem that many things about me has change! But I am still a fully happily ever after girl, stuck in my fantasy world as always, facing friends who keep on saying GET BACK TO REALITY. I love my world! Still the affectionate type, the more into romantic stuff type. haha! That will not change, I hope! PEOPLE OUT THERE! DON’T POLLUTE MY MIND!
Kk, that should be it for now.
lydia
********************************************************************************
okay, i hope that is a update!!!
lydia
i just updated my friendster plus the about me part: that can serve as a update post, it did talked about what i am doing right now~
********************************************************************************
Updated on : 7 February 2009
Okay, I am 14 right now, tomorrow, I will be officially 14 for one week. Haha. I think I need to update my life, as it is 2009 already:
Right now I am in sec 2 justice, drama class! I cannot believe I gotten into drama, I am super quiet during sec 1. arh! My friends were all shock, but now, I think drama really turned me to a chatty block! No difficulties to impress myself! They say sec 2 is important, ya, kind of true. I am stuck, I don’t know whether to take triple or double science! Nevermind, I still have time, I hope…
I am out of band, yes, I tranfered, about 3 weeks already, surprisingly, I managed to keep it a quiet topic, until yesterday when they had to see the IJ girls, I had to stand and walk to the door to collect my form, there goes my secret. Everybody was like HUH!? Lol… anyway, I feel very free now, having a lot of time to study… YAHOO!
Not in band, means no more learning trumpet, I need to learn an instrument! Wei yi is being my guitar teacher now, haha, yesterday was the first day of lesson. Brought along mum small guitar, I am lazy to being mind, so huge. And, many youths make a huge commotion just because it was a baby taylor. I was like -__-lll, nth to say…anyway, I will be continuing with lessons for now!
I suddenly don’t feel like being a doctor anymore, I feel like being a guitar designer, I don’t know why… I am getting dreams of different designs of guitar everyday, yesterday, I spent so much time compiling 2 different guitars that I drew in a scrap book, yes I am keeping track! Slept about 12 plus, haha. Parents did not know! I just have another dream, I will be drawing MY LADY soon!
Well, seem that many things about me has change! But I am still a fully happily ever after girl, stuck in my fantasy world as always, facing friends who keep on saying GET BACK TO REALITY. I love my world! Still the affectionate type, the more into romantic stuff type. haha! That will not change, I hope! PEOPLE OUT THERE! DON’T POLLUTE MY MIND!
Kk, that should be it for now.
lydia
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okay, i hope that is a update!!!
lydia
Wednesday, February 04, 2009
maybe i dont want to be a doctor,
maybe i want to be a designer
designer who designs guitars...
lol, me and my weirdness
haha
okay,
i slept super later, was convoing with people
arh, 12midnight then was allowed to get peace and rest
woke up early in the morning,
my eyes wanna budged out!
so pain,
cannot concentrate in class,
good thing there was no tests today
yarn
came back at home,
i tell you something
my parents are super weird with their thoughts,
thinking of everything!
i do mean everything!
now they restrict me too!......
dont wanna say what,
but i was like fuming,
NOT MY TYPE,
is what i can say for now....
gwendolyn is so cute,
did i spell her name correctly?
keep on talking a lot on msn,
none stop
for homework and stuff
haha
like my cousin too
keep on nudging,
and her words are all emocons,
cannot understand, have to descipher.!
i spent 2h doing 1 poster for geog,
not even coloured!
FISH!
i couldnt be bothered anymore,
i am your friend
i dont tell you what to do
i advise you
the choice is still up to you
not gonna control you...
school tomorrow,
youth mission orientation tomorrow,
back at home at 630?
shoot.no time to study! HELP!
i want to design guitars, for now, my eyes is towards that direction....
i change my mind easily
lydia
maybe i want to be a designer
designer who designs guitars...
lol, me and my weirdness
haha
okay,
i slept super later, was convoing with people
arh, 12midnight then was allowed to get peace and rest
woke up early in the morning,
my eyes wanna budged out!
so pain,
cannot concentrate in class,
good thing there was no tests today
yarn
came back at home,
i tell you something
my parents are super weird with their thoughts,
thinking of everything!
i do mean everything!
now they restrict me too!......
dont wanna say what,
but i was like fuming,
NOT MY TYPE,
is what i can say for now....
gwendolyn is so cute,
did i spell her name correctly?
keep on talking a lot on msn,
none stop
for homework and stuff
haha
like my cousin too
keep on nudging,
and her words are all emocons,
cannot understand, have to descipher.!
i spent 2h doing 1 poster for geog,
not even coloured!
FISH!
i couldnt be bothered anymore,
i am your friend
i dont tell you what to do
i advise you
the choice is still up to you
not gonna control you...
school tomorrow,
youth mission orientation tomorrow,
back at home at 630?
shoot.no time to study! HELP!
i want to design guitars, for now, my eyes is towards that direction....
i change my mind easily
lydia
Tuesday, February 03, 2009
okay, i updated my wish list,
today school passed by quickly,
so bored at home,
nothing to do,
should be at band now,
but i am not
i am a IJYM girl!!!!!
i need to smack the senses out of you,
super dumb,
God does not make any mistake...
read this:
if you did not meet us,
you would not:
today school passed by quickly,
so bored at home,
nothing to do,
should be at band now,
but i am not
i am a IJYM girl!!!!!
i need to smack the senses out of you,
super dumb,
God does not make any mistake...
read this:
if you did not meet us,
you would not:
- be a christian
- get baptised
- grandfather know Christ
- birthday surpirse last year
- etc!
dont be emo la!
wake up! you promise me that you will go thorugh confirmation with me, you promise the FRIENDS FOREVER! wake up and keep your promises................
short post, haha
laura is still emoing!
lydia
Monday, February 02, 2009
1st day of 14 was a blast,
had 3 tests
had more presents
and more wishes
found out more tests were coming
trying to fit all the schedule for work properly
praying for yesterday event
thanking God for yesterday event
and all the gifts
gosh, busy day today
3 tests can really give you a headache
major pain!
had to skip recess and so on just to study
my poor head.....
no, tomorrow gonna change seats,
not everyone
and i definitely hope not me, plus ying
ying is like my translator during chinese and acc class..
need her, she very important!
YES!
and super nice to talk to
dont seperate us!!!!!!!!
i suddenly feel super excited about our overseas plan,
after A levels,
quite long from now, but it is good to plan ahead and book!
haha
nat, rachel and mua, we wanna go tour
ROME AND VENICE!
yes, maybe with more friends or maybe boyfriends(maybe dont have yet la....)
haha
but for now, it is the 3 of us, supposed to be 4....
anyway, we wanna go and i feel desperate now!
i cannot the feeling of people not getting birthday surprises before,
i believe everyone should get at least once of this once in a life time experience,
so whoever who is my good friends out there!
once i know you dont have party, i give it! MUAHAHAH
yes, i will, not this year? than next or the next next!
i will be waiting....
okay, gotta get back to study!
still dunno wat to get for my birthday, belated birthday
lydia
had 3 tests
had more presents
and more wishes
found out more tests were coming
trying to fit all the schedule for work properly
praying for yesterday event
thanking God for yesterday event
and all the gifts
gosh, busy day today
3 tests can really give you a headache
major pain!
had to skip recess and so on just to study
my poor head.....
no, tomorrow gonna change seats,
not everyone
and i definitely hope not me, plus ying
ying is like my translator during chinese and acc class..
need her, she very important!
YES!
and super nice to talk to
dont seperate us!!!!!!!!
i suddenly feel super excited about our overseas plan,
after A levels,
quite long from now, but it is good to plan ahead and book!
haha
nat, rachel and mua, we wanna go tour
ROME AND VENICE!
yes, maybe with more friends or maybe boyfriends(maybe dont have yet la....)
haha
but for now, it is the 3 of us, supposed to be 4....
anyway, we wanna go and i feel desperate now!
i cannot the feeling of people not getting birthday surprises before,
i believe everyone should get at least once of this once in a life time experience,
so whoever who is my good friends out there!
once i know you dont have party, i give it! MUAHAHAH
yes, i will, not this year? than next or the next next!
i will be waiting....
okay, gotta get back to study!
still dunno wat to get for my birthday, belated birthday
lydia
Sunday, February 01, 2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!!!!!!
i just came back from the super long walk plus surpirse with nat n rachel
arh!
they liars, keep everything from me, then i just believe
surpirsed?!
haha!
they brought me to island creamery!
awesome cake n ice cream
aww....they bought me an ice cream cake n took pics, used one of them for pasting on wall
and nat drew a retarded pic of me
and stick it with all the other drawing......LOL!
take pics take pics
then went to botanical garden
looks like it was an eco friendly surprise!haha
took pics and pics,
then she walked off,
spoil the entire fun
super super emo
to cheer me out,
nat n rachel brought me to see houses
freak! they were super nice
can just drool!
all the nice houses
we walked up a hill, then dead end
found stairs to main road,
but it was blocked my this fence thingy,
and we had to jump down.
we climbed over,
nat went first, to experiment, she is the tallest anyway, so no prob for her
then rachel,
my gosh i think she spent 10 min dangling there
dunno, how to jump,
she was afraid that she would die! LOL!
then me, i took 10sec only, hahaha
beat that!
then we took a bus to topayoh(spell wrongly)
in the mrt we talked a lot,
more of our future, being honest here!
haha!
oh ya in church,
i can reach the note! dani's high note! YEAH!
but i prefer singing without the microphone!
seems easier
haha
then service,
bla bla bla,
my testimony was published! YEAH!
love it love it!
: DDDD
i also wanna thank people all who wished me happy birthday!
you guys rock!
i wanna thank nat and rachel for their awesome cards
mum n dad, for their gifts
etc
later going out with parents for dinner, at secret receipe,
yummy food,
i wanna upgrade phone plan!
i am forteen!
fab 14!
i am older
........old!
haha
lydia
i just came back from the super long walk plus surpirse with nat n rachel
arh!
they liars, keep everything from me, then i just believe
surpirsed?!
haha!
they brought me to island creamery!
awesome cake n ice cream
aww....they bought me an ice cream cake n took pics, used one of them for pasting on wall
and nat drew a retarded pic of me
and stick it with all the other drawing......LOL!
take pics take pics
then went to botanical garden
looks like it was an eco friendly surprise!haha
took pics and pics,
then she walked off,
spoil the entire fun
super super emo
to cheer me out,
nat n rachel brought me to see houses
freak! they were super nice
can just drool!
all the nice houses
we walked up a hill, then dead end
found stairs to main road,
but it was blocked my this fence thingy,
and we had to jump down.
we climbed over,
nat went first, to experiment, she is the tallest anyway, so no prob for her
then rachel,
my gosh i think she spent 10 min dangling there
dunno, how to jump,
she was afraid that she would die! LOL!
then me, i took 10sec only, hahaha
beat that!
then we took a bus to topayoh(spell wrongly)
in the mrt we talked a lot,
more of our future, being honest here!
haha!
oh ya in church,
i can reach the note! dani's high note! YEAH!
but i prefer singing without the microphone!
seems easier
haha
then service,
bla bla bla,
my testimony was published! YEAH!
love it love it!
: DDDD
i also wanna thank people all who wished me happy birthday!
you guys rock!
i wanna thank nat and rachel for their awesome cards
mum n dad, for their gifts
etc
later going out with parents for dinner, at secret receipe,
yummy food,
i wanna upgrade phone plan!
i am forteen!
fab 14!
i am older
........old!
haha
lydia
date: 28March, 10.39pm
drinking: liangteh.
eating: nth.
mood: ARGH!.
listening: tv outside
reading: nth.
random: sec 3, term 2 week 2 day 1.