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Saturday, January 31, 2009

3 hours left of 13, 3 hours to 14!!!
shoot!
no time left..
how how?
i gonna grow old aleady!
cannot stop time
....
listening to the songs for worship
arh,
not much time...
lydia.


7hours left of 13, 7hours to 14!!!!!!!

omg! time is just ticking,
i only have like er..... 7 hours of my 13 year old life
terrific thirteen, will miss you

okay, so tomorrow is my birthday
great....still have no idea what to do.....
nvm, go by the flow, but i do know one thing:

1.i singing as backup
2. my testimony is all ready to be shown tomorrow

lol! holy way of addressing my fabulous forteen birthday?

anyway,
i really got my surpirse yesterday!
tessa, ying ying and amanda came over while i was doing homework
and there i just turn and saw that awesome chocolate cake!!!!!
YUMMY!
then there was the 23 layers wrapping paper
and in it was my gift
really i just love them!!!!!!!

yesterday had cell too
mostly, i had a lot to learn then...
many lessons
all link to me
dont expect to much LYDIA!

worship practice today morning
my voice so pain
dani can really sing high!
i was like ARH!!!!!!!!
so hard to sing
trying to figure out the lower part......

then there was tuition,
later in the afternoon,
glad it finished fast
i almost fell asleep again......
haha,
then i passed my yamaha..
and that guitar
so beautiful
with all the design,
just captured my eyes!
hearts.i love that guitar
so beautiful
now i am really desperate to find a guitar teacher!!!!!!!

10 more min to 6h left!

more terrific thirteen!!!!!!!!!!


lydia

Friday, January 30, 2009

disappointed
that is one word i can use to describe myself now

disappointed
in literature test
disappointed
that i failed my chinese letter writing
disppointed
that i have nothing plan for my birthday
disappointed
that i disappoint a friend
disappointed
that i cannot communicate properly

i dont want to be emo
no, and i am not going to be
i am just disappointed
i cannot stand the feeling of failure
i just cannot!

yes, in life there are still good things
like how i managed to study for 11h yesterday
how i can amazingly pass my chinese composition test
how great, that my ex classmates gave me beautiful cards and presents

i am so sorry for focusing more on the negative side
i dont want to put all my disappointment as a burden to my friends
even if you are suppose to share your load and bla bla bla
nah...i cannot stand to see them struggle to find a solution.......

i just gonna be silent
and smile all i can

_______________________________________________________________ !

Thursday, January 29, 2009

FREE HUGS ANYONE???




Sometimes, a hug is all what we need.
Free hugs is a real life controversial story of Juan Mann, A man whos sole mission was to reach out and hug a stranger to brighten up their lives.'
In this age of social disconnectivity and lack of human contact, the effects of the Free Hugs campaign became phenomenal.
As this symbol of human hope spread accross the city, police and officials ordered the Free Hugs campaign BANNED.
What we then witness is the true spirit of humanity come together in what can only be described as awe inspiring.


not only there but here in SINGAPORE!



spread the love everyone!!!!!!!!!
WHO NEEDS A HUG????

lydia.


omg!
today i have no school
woke up at about 10???
then, eat breakfast, do devotion, then
study!!!!

i am almost done,
just taking a break to look away from the paper with many chinese characters
my head is about to burst!!!
then, there is still a few, erm..... 5 more subjects to study!
i know i can complete maths, and science by today,
literature, i dont care already!
geography and history?!
i should focus more on geog......

sigh,
i decided not to go to the library,
anyway, i can use the time to travel to study,
and i definitely want to be in my
HOME SWEET HOME!

sigh, so tired,
tomorrow there is school,
there is cell!
looking for a guitar teacher,
taking my time...

okay, better get back into the books

lydia

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

a few more mins to tuition
a very fast post
haha

yesterday came back from malaysia
was caught in jam for like 1 hour plus"??
to my father, it was considered not bad
i think for the whole journey
we watched eragon 3 times plus plus
haha
i think by now we can memorise the whole show

my wish came true
we had a reunion dinner
but to them it was not... lol.
we went to my uncles's house
whole family there
and had pizza, kfc, satay etc
YUMMY STUFF
: DDD
then, all of us sat in the living or should i say movie room
and watched shows
my uncle is really a movie collector

i did not feel like going to school today
i was like
huh, must go????
sigh, at least school was not bad
had a lot of laugh, cheered up a emo friend, passed my chinese compo but failed my chinese letter writing
arh!
i was super scared,
what if my mum made me go out of worship ministry
i called her during recess and told her everything
she was like OKAY...weird
is she acting this way as my birthday is coming??????

i want a surprise, not gonna get it
SHROOM SHROOM SHROOM!!!!!!!
lol, opps?!

chinese new year, visiting for the whole day
took many pics, nice ones too!!!!!!!!!

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arh! cannot upload! lol
i will try another day,
kk gtg

lydia

Sunday, January 25, 2009

lol, it is 1040pm now
my grandfather is sleeping on his bed
lol
i think he is peeking at what i am writing
haha
he cannot understand english!
my cousins are all having their family dinner at seperated places

speaking of family dinner
i expected all of the gan family to be at my place now
how disappointing
none turn up
well
there was no reunion dinner!
ps: i think i spelled that word wrongly!
it was a lunch
a miserable one
only like 2 uncles were there
that is it
how pathetic
it was really disappointing

i accompanied my parents to church today
they were like
"new addition to the church gang"
i was like
"uh huh...."
okay,
i go to church
but i have to say
today was rge first time i went to church in malaysia
not bad
i almost fell asleep but i didn't
amazingly
maybe it was because i was to engrossed in my "revelation decoding"
naughty me
but i think my parents were really happy that i came

then,
we went to visit grandma grave
cool! alliteration! : DDD
anyway,
i lost my way
i did not expect so many people to die in a month
no offence........
we had to climb people's grave
and keep on saying sorry or paiseh to the tombstone
so emabarrassing.......
we cleaned it, said a prayer
and went off

TO THE MOVIES!
ya,
today we watched INKHEART
truely it is an awesome show
not much romance
but still a happily ever after
i can't wait to rush to my bed, sleep and dream good dreams....
aww........
i really need to read the book!!!!!

then,
there was shopping
great sale
70%
i almost bought a 180 over dollars worth of wallet selling for 25 plus
but nah
i dont want money to fly away that fast
i felt like taking over the whole shop
freaking cheap!!!!!!!
ARH!
my wallets n bags.........
i also bought clothes
nice clothes
..........

everyone here thinks i am going on a diet
do i look like i am?
i mean
i just dont wanna eat so much
later tomorrow
i will eat a lot
then grow FAT FAT FAT!
hahahahah
so must watch out now
keep fit first
then stuff myself later

i have also been doing my homework
locking myself in the room
and just studying
i am really stress
i want to spend my birthday well
so i have to rush all my work by this fri
and sat n sun,
i will be free
maybe i am over doing it
not spending or talking to my cousins much
they must be shock
SORRY~
how can you study 6 subject in a few days anyway????

okay, i really need to go
gonna sleep early
i cant wait to wear my CNY clothings
pretty
and get A LOT OF ANG BAOS

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm a cow, hear me moo! i weigh twice as much as you. And i look good on a BARBEQUE! haha
smiles! : DDD

lydia

Saturday, January 24, 2009

man,
they woke me up at 5am
we were all getting ready to go
and dad called some thing
and
decided not to go yet
LATER
wasted my effort of waking up so early
yarn
now he is at the barber with my bro going to cut hair
aww,
why must there be a heavy traffic
spoil!
i suppose to be a melacca now!
my cousin just called me!!!!!!!

yesterday,
had a great time at cell
haha
super funny
and embarrassing moments
i complete my promises
it is all left to dani to publish the last one
on my special day
i hope i will backup
on that day tooo
extra special
i also hope for a surprise
but i dont think it would come this year
speaking the truth!
i need to wait for.......

dont pity me
i dont want that to be the reason for organising a party
that would be the worst birthday ever
i want from a heart surprise
too late
nevermind
i will wait for .............

oh wait
2justice won first in chinese new year deco
miss mohana so happy
until she let us do our own work for the whole lesson
awesome!!!
haha
our hard work has paid 0ff

st nich also celebrated chinese new year yesterday
we all had to bring 2 oranges
they bless the fruit
lol
and i immediately ate it!
: DDD
hahaha

then had lion dance performance by nanyang poly
all girls
lol
except for the drummer
do you know i have a phobia of lion dance?
i was like hiding behind ying the whole time
especially when that lion head was right infront of me
i was like almost crying!
lol,
embarrassing moment.

lol,
okay
nothing much


oh
HAVE A HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!



lydia

Thursday, January 22, 2009

yeah! i updated my profile already
haha
tomorrow is a friday
and
there is only 3 subjects
mass for chinese new year took up a lot of time
HORRAY!

chinese new year deco com was today
judging
OMG
i did not know
had to rush like siao
in the morning, recess and in between lessons
team work
the whole class was united
fantastic
i love cows
i love 2j

yi jing gonna get my fbt
hope she remember to bring
haha
she is the best person to look for if you want someone
to get your shopping done
: DDD

okay,
i not really sure if i am going to school
anderson
tmr
if i get my fbt
then i go
but go for what???
lol

cell at night!
yes
hope it would be fun
can see my friends

going to malaysia this sat
slack before the tests
stress.....

okay, short update.

lydia

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

this is rediculous!
how can i have 6 subjects in a week?
somemore right after my birthday
okay,
there are open book
but chinese spelling plus geography too?
how can?
i gonna force myself to study right after chinese new year break....
enjoy, then
study'
ARH~
holidays of 1st month over,
starting next month,
STUDY STUDY STUDY
my holidays.......
i miss my 3 months of holidays
i want them......

starting my new cca tmr,
hahah
cannot wait
okay,
she is still sad
hit me 3 times in a row today
news also spread very fast
soon,
whole ijym plus band will know

nat and rachel wants me to shroom
okay,
i am so used to this shroom talk
i dont care anymore
hahahahaha
to make them happy,
i am gonna say


I AM A SHROOMER WHO LOVES TO SHROOM!!!!!!!!!!!

lol
i hope they are happy with that
okay,
i better carry on studying my chinese spelling
tired.....


lydia

Tuesday, January 20, 2009




though i am not in band now
i really have to thank God for them
the best band mates and seniors ever

note:this picture only contain sec 2 n 3

oh how i will miss them
i cannot believe they had tears in the eyes
i feel very bad
but somehow
i feel that this is the right thing to do


THANK YOU GUYS!!!!
I WILL ALWAYS BE GRATEFUL
FOR EVERYTHING!!!!!



lydia


Monday, January 19, 2009

I AM SO HAPPY TODAY!

really i am,

i am not emo!

hahahahahahahahahahhahahaha

joy to the world

okay, maybe i should be sad for the tests that happens right after my birthday,

but

happiness is overwhelmin today!

beautiful poem:

VALENTINE

by carol anne duffy

Not a red rose or a satin heart.

I give you an onion.

It is a moon wrapped in brown paper.

It promises light

like the careful undressing of love.

Here.

It will blind you with tears

like a lover.

It will make your reflection

A wobbling photo of grief.

I am trying to be truthful.

Not a cute card or a kissogram.

I give you an onion.

Its fierce kiss will stay on your lips,

possessive and faithful

as we are,

for as long as we are.

Sunday, January 18, 2009

AWESOME!!!!!!!!
my palms are all pain
arh!
i think some blood vessels burst
haha
anyway
better than losing toe nail! : DDD

okay, i admit already
and they are all making a fuss about it
as in
funny fuss
keep on mentionin
arh
should not have come up with this decision.....
sigh
thanks huh!

i find it hard to survive
i left my handbook in class
and it is like i dont know what to do next
i dont know wat hw to do
i dont know wat i have for tmr
i feel very blur!!

today was mostly slacking out and playing sports with
the youth and NATHALIE
nice....
bought a lot of water

went to estella house too
borrowed her pants
and played piano and guitar there
nice!
haha
her room super messy
should take a photo of it
maybe nat mum will be less fussy about room????

: DDD

arh!
i feel so half hearted
nah.....
KIDDING!


lydia

Saturday, January 17, 2009

this is so way not an emo post
this is just a reply, how-i-feel post

i have no idea why many are complaining about their life
always wanna go back to the past
they mourn for their lousy life
and keep on complaining and whinning
always want the past .the past
hullo
wake up

first thing first
it is totally impossible to go back to the past
unless you take a time machine or something
is that even possible?
why cant you just look forward
to the future
what past cannot change
cannot come back
we should appreciate it
we should look into the future
you want a better future
make it better
the whole thing is under our hands
you keep on whinning
only makes your life miserable
and you just miss out everything that is happening in the world

secondly,
why just us?
why no one else?
you just want us
you mean in life there can only be a few friends that should be forever together?
you mean in life,
we cannot mix with others?
okay,
i admit
i have new friends
but what is wrong with that?
we still hang out
as much as we could
whenever i wanna go out
i first think of you guys?
i hope you are not jealous or anything
i hope you can accept
and not regret
you guys,
sigh
i have always place you infront
they will not replace you
you might think so
but it wont happen
unless...........................

the world is changin too fast
all the happy people
have became emo and ______
no more elmos in the world
what happened!
i think i should start looking for new batch of friends
i dont like people who always lock themselves out of society
just always stuck into the same old place
i admit again
i am a hypocrite
but i wanna change
do you?

dont forget out mission
we promised each other this
if you guys back out
i am the only one left
i have set my mind on my goal
i know what a have to do
are you in it or not?
do you wanna hold my hand now that i am seriously asking you?
or do you want be to find someone else
like....
i dont know

please smile
that is what i really wanna ask
i want the old you
happiness
joyful
jubilant
where is that?
maybe we are getting further is not because of someone else fault
but our fault
are we really looking into the situation properly
i dont want to lose you guys
but if i must
not to get infected
i have to

i remember the thoughts we have
the conclusion we had
i think is it all wrong
we are making a mistake
HELP!
i am not going back down again

please reconsider
the moving thing
the "migration" plan
just reconsider


life is meaningful
it really is











lydia

Thursday, January 15, 2009

AND TODAY MOOD IS: FULL OF LOVE AND LIFE!
does that even match?
lol
i dont think so
just feeling super romantic and
full of knowledge about
the importance of life.....

Here are some short poem phrases
made up during lit class
by my friends..
wait!
some are also written by professionals!!!!

For Love, the leaning grasses and two light above the sea (pros)

Life is like fair trade, you give up your youth and years ahead to get wisdom and maturity(friends)

Life is like a roller coaster.You start out enjoying it, then get sicker and sicker as it continues, finally throwing out at the end (friends-super funny!!!)

Life is like a cup of coffee. Different tastes; experiences. Bitter and sweet (friends)

Life is like beautiful roses with thorns. Nothing is ever perfect (friends)

Life is like a book, and we are all sentences ( meaning is like we are all part of a legacy) (friends)

Life is like a book, and we as writers make our own stories( friends)

Love's not Time's fool, though rosy lips and cheeks/ Within his bending sickle's compass come - William shakespear -meaning: Love is not foolish and Love will find a way

Oh my love is like a red, red rose,That's newly sprung in June: My love is like a sweet melody, that's sweetly played in tune - Robert Burns - meaning: Love is beautiful and Love grows


isnt the poems beautiful,
some more it matches my mood now

my back is aching!
arh!
that sprain!
arh!
pain!
at least some people are getting better...

i really need to go to church early tomorrow
i wanna ask jessica to play the keyboard
while i sing
like in bandung
i miss those time
i am desperate
to feel God's presence
i need to go ask her
i need to feel
i am DYING for that feeling of worship
HELP!!!!!!!!!!!
MUST GO EARLY!!!!!


lydia

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

i am in the mood of answering all questions you guys wanna ask
lame ones
weird ones
interesting ones
personal ones
bla bla bla
ps:._____________

take this opportunity and ask all you want
ask and you shall hear
haha

nothing much to post
school- okay???
conference with nat yesterday
SHARE SHARE SHARE
haha
cool!

i am so sleepy
today almost pon band
but father say
start great end great
lol
okay.......

ying has the chicken pox
gosh
poor girl
yet i find her rather lucky
skip so many tests
arh!

hmm.nothing much to post

lol

JUST
START ASKING QUESTIONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lydia

Sunday, January 11, 2009

okay,
this is going to be a quick post
gonna go out to eat dinner and shop already!!!!!!

i really admire someone
nat, rachel and zy should know who
i am really amaze
though i trash him or her a bit
i am glad he manage to say the words out
2 words
for some people it is easy
for others no

he or her prove him wrong
he or her has a heart
had a grouge against him or her long time ago
but after this
everything is happy
everything is right

thank you do much for humbling down your status to say those words........
means a lot

haha

suppose to eat lunch with the youth
ended up
with the 4s
haha
alone
eating lunch
okay
i am still fasting

then decided to had that talk
wait
we were like "fighting" with each other
but
friends understand
friends change for the better

school again
i have finished the cards
they are ready for the DAY
the day
and i will give the cards
THANK YOU CARDS!!!!!!!!

tomorrow compo exam
chinese
dont wanna think about it

kk
gtg

lydia

Saturday, January 10, 2009

it is weekend!
i gotta say
I LOVE SCHOOL!
gosh
i really
do........

yesterday went to national museum to watch a drama performance.
dont really get what the show is trying to convey
and have to write a reflection about it
it is graded!
GOSH!

i have good news!!!
GOOD NEWS!!!!
haha
i am going to keep quiet about it
soon you guys will know

my birthday is coming up
and i still dont know what to do
i really like surprises
but most of the people i know dont know how to plan
sad
wish there was someone who was enthu about birthdays like me
who would love surprises
and plan a awesome birthday surprise for me
well,
i guess i have to wait long long
sigh

i dont know why
i just love birthdays and organising birthday parties
so what if it means growing older by a year
who cares?
it is actually one of the best days in the year
and no one i know actually feels the same
i really wish.........
i really wish.........

getting present is one thing
celebrating with your friend is another
the thing about surprise is that
you can imagine how much work that person went through
to give you this awesome day
to make this YOUR DAY
you will feel that the person is the greatest person in the world
i need that friend now
i wanna find that him or her
one day,
i promise myself,
one day....

but for now,
i have to keep my smiles on
and
maybe
if i wanna have someone planning a surprise for me
i guess i have to do the same for others!
NO PROBLEM
i love organising this kind of thing

this reminds me of zhang yi 08 birthday surprise
the work we out through
the blisters i got
the money involve
the increase of phone bills
but look what the result was
i made a person smile
the joyness seem to erase all the sadness
all the pain
all the fear

that time
i really want to give zy a memorable birthday
her parents never celebrate with her
i wanna give her the best
i wanna give her the experience
seeing her smile truely is worth it
it was successful
very successful

maybe i should do more of that
but
i am not trying to complain here!
i do wish i had a feeling of surprise
i wish i can have the feeling of celebrating a perfect birthday with
the greatest friends i have

nevermind
i just continue giving birthday cards and christmas cards
i hope my joy will spread to others
like someone said
haha
giving is better than receiving......

lydia.

Wednesday, January 07, 2009

things are just happening
everything is linking to me!
how come every pm i read is this???
how come?

i read this during my devotion:
"Even so it is not the will of your Father who is in heaven that one of these little ones should perish"
Matt 18:14

i just suddenly realise it!
what has happened in the past was my fault
i feel guilty and dont wanna help anymore
fearing that it would just make things worst....
they advised me to talk things out.
but i just feel so guilty
it has also been affecting my friendships with them...
i want to say sorry
but it is hard....
i lose hope....
that time,
my only words to you were, " good luck"

but because of that verse
my mind changed
my heart changed
i was not focusing on the verse
but verse 14 just struck me!
WHY?
it is not the will for you and your friends to be gone.
it is not!

GOD!
you are doing your job
but i am not!
how can you speak to them?
their hearts are hardened
you speak to us in soft voice,
but they are deaf!
Lord!
the second choice is us!
but we, as your servants are not doing anything about it.
i am sorry
we are sorry

i could have reach out earlier
but guilt over powered me
i realised it now

they say
he say
you were
HOPELESS
but verse 14 did say
none of you shall perish
they said wrong
he said wrong

this is like a story
your life is like a story
God written it before hand
ending it with a
HAPPILY EVER AFTER
but some how
the evil one cast a spell
and everybody came alive,
the pages are lost,
but the words still remains.
just like how sin came into the world
we now control the story
and how it ends depend on us
whether we want to follow the book

once it is destroyed
there is still hope
hope that will never end
if only someone would fix it
if only i take a step of faith and fix it

i did not give you second chance
and it passes on as a curse
now i am facing it
i need a second chance
but it does not seem to be there

i am sorry
i am willing to give you a second chance
i pray for this chain of curse to be broken
broken now

now i am going to do my work for the Lord
i am not going to let guilt overpower me
i am not going to let the story end with a NEVER AFTER
i am going to do my best
and if it is still not my best
i still can say
i tried my best

i pray for faith
faith like a mustard seed
this is a tough job
but like i said
someone once said," faith like a mustard seed can move mountains"
i really believe that.
and i believe i can do it!
not alone,
but with my friends

GOD I SUDMIT TO YOU!

lydia.

Sunday, January 04, 2009

i am finally back in worship ministry!
YAHOO!!!!!!!!
after months,
so long..
i am back!!!!

today was singing back up
it was like so long.....
dani really chose good songs,
it relates to me very well,
i dont know why.....

abel finally give me the cd
haha
but lousy
cannot work.
arh!
dumb com!
no AVI format..........

today is also estella's birthday!!!!!
WOO!
she is 20!
haha
and i hope she enjoyed her makover.....

yup, that is estella, my friend......lol...she was the prettiest in church today.haha
wonderful makeover!
i promise to upload the photos,
the phone finally works
this is a TEA BAG
i just discovered it and even touch it on 1JAN
a day to remember
i see it on TV
but never played with it
haha
got in at mac's
nathalie's tea
haha
i was like playing with it like a little child........
and that is LEONG,
haha,
in mango shop,
he is at the wrong place.
haha
i also have a weird friend called nathalie
who tries clothes like this,
lol
super funny girl..
that's all folks
i am going to watch twilight now,
which i finally fix,
haha
CD!
ARH!
tmr have school
okay, time to watch
and talk to rachel!!!!
oh wait,
went lunch with the youths
whole 'family'
for estella birthday
925!
yummy chicken rice.
sat with co.
i really think there were a lot of comments.....
thats all,!!!
lydia.



Saturday, January 03, 2009

a song that blessed me deeply.......
i dont know why
maybe it is encouraging me right now..
what i am going through
it gives me faith
it gives me strength
as this song reminds me that
I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST!










Through Christ

When the darkness tries
to hide my way
Your word is the light
that guides my faith
I will trust in You(x2)

When my heart is weak

& I've lost my way

I will lift up my eyes

and choose to say

I will trust in You (x2)

I can do all things through Christ
I can move a mountain
if YouAre the strength of my life
I can do all things through Christ
When You are the strength of my life



In Your presence I find
strength renewed
I find courage to stand
& a hope that is new
I will trust in You



Whatever trials come my way
I will worship You always
Forever trust in Your unfailing love
Whenever doubt and fear press in
I still hear Your voice within
Forever trust in Your unfailing love



i hope this song will bless you,
like it has blessed me



GOD LOVES!



lydia

Friday, January 02, 2009

remember the previous post i said i wanna upload the pics?
well there is an error!
ARH!
sorry folks,
cannot see the funny pic!

today is the first day of sec 2
so far,
i love my class.
i cannot believe that i am seating next to YING
and she is my buddy,
totally cool!!!!
my leadership is MUSIC LEADER!
isn't that cool???!!!
you know what we are learning for music this year?
GUITAR!!!!!!!
woots...

classes ends early!
that is good
but recess shorted,
sigh,
give and take

today no cell
and i have to miss cell next week
have to watch this drama performance
MUST!
have a graded assignment on it
well,
i wanted to go drama class didnt i?!

completed the work the form teacher asked us to do..

i need to conference,
i had a great school
but my afternoon program spoilt it all..
sigh
i need to talk right now
i need your laughters!!!!!

i can't believe what a dreamt yesterday night
i dreamt of her missing him!
is it real/???

no one in the house right now
i am home alone!
YEAH!
can party,
lol.
i sorting all the pictures i "steal" from the thanksgiving!
haha
i am gonna frame them!
memories memories,
so wonderful!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!

yup, today is my mum birthday
and i did not even get her a card
my father gave something so meaningful
i wish i had a guy like that
my father gave my mum a bath clothing thing(forgot how to spell)
on the bottom
it is written
FROM YOU LOVE, WEBER
you know what is symbolises?
my father is trying to say that he will always embrace and keep my mother warm forever.
that is so sweet and meaninful

and he also got mum a bunch of flowers
there are 4 pink roses and 4 white ones
44,
mum is 44! haha
opps,
i gave away her age...
pink=romance
white=pure
pure love and romance..
how sweet!!!!!!!

okay,
gotto do my stuff now!
LYDIA

Thursday, January 01, 2009

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!

omg, another year has past!
today went to church for service...
haha,
was so tired!!!
i was like sleeping at 2+ and woke up at 7!
arh!
today, i will definitely sleep early! like 10?

ya, so, i was sleeping during service,
haha, kinda bad!
yarn.......
but i am tired!

went with the folks to eat at northpoint jap food court.
food there is awesomeeee!!!!!
then, rush the 4.(why the "4" nat?) plus co.1,
to go to orchard
haha,
IT IS THE LAST DAY OF HOLIDAY!!!!
so, today, OUTING!

nat, fell a bit ill along the trip,
but she turned out fine!
THANK GOD!
then went to taka bla bla bla
see shops...
i cant believe co went to MANGO!
it was like he the only guy,he was in the wrong shop!
i took a photo!
but.........
dad took my phone to check out something,
so cannot upload yet!
aww.......

then, went here and there,
with nat,rachel and co
and still cannot find any appropriate CNY clothing..

sigh,
soon,
nat and rachel have to go.......
i was like so worried i that i will not be able to find any clothes!
ARH!
they left,
and i was now shopping with CO.1 only.....
arh!
what does he knows about girl fashion???

hey!
but thanks to him,
i managed to find 2
he just randomly point,
and TADAA!!!
nice : DDD
i cant believe i am complimenting him...

ooOOoo.....
then it rain!
haha,
loser!
he no umbrella
have to share mine
but he kept sheltering himself..
i was getting wet....
had to snatch!!!!
haha
it was really funny.
CO.1 with a mickey and minnie mouse umbrella!!!!

okay,
so i am home now!
going to celebrate mum birthday today!
SWEDISH MEAT BALLS!
YUM!
haha

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what is my resolution for this year?!
i was laughing at ZY's friend's resolution.....
so ROMANTIC.
but what is mine???

okay, i am planning:
1.
2.
3.
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.
.

YUP, it is top secret!
nah........just dont wanna share it.
haha.

sigh,
i hope this will be a wonderful year!!!!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR AGAIN!
CHEERS TO 2009!

lydia.