Monday, November 30, 2009
awesome people whom i met during korea trip
they are not koreans, they are people whom i go to korea with
love them
ya, i am a old girl mixing with young kids
staying young forever : D
young at heart! woots!
*should have more groups pictures with the kids of the tour group*
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janice can really quote me. she has a brain that can memorise quotes super fast!
amazed!
even i cant really type every single word i said!
God bless you janice : DDD
live life to the fullest
live it with no regrets
send icha and family off just now
i really miss that adorable girl
THANKS ICHA FOR THE GIFTS! (ps:crying yet?!) tee hee
dylan, brendan and tang makes the weirdest trio ever
haha!
*hint*
oh and went to jessica house after that,
practically, i travelled changi with janice today
oh well.
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setting up christmas tree tomorrow
YES!
colour theme: yellow
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oh and guess what?
i am in 3 diligence
WOW! even i am amazed by the big D.
kim san is going to be in the same class as me! HORRAY!
who else???
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i feel i should do my part to help evangelise,
may GOD provide the proper timing
i have people in mind already
but, is now the right time?!
to end of this post,
Proverbs 12:25 NIV
An anxious heart weighs a man down, but a kind word cheers him up.
Sunday, November 29, 2009
korea pics!
anyway,
thanks to korea and some friends
i have cleared things up with my mind
and right now
i am FREE!
the joy right now is just overwhelming
i know i made the right choice!
Amen!
anyway,
thanks to korea and some friends
i have cleared things up with my mind
and right now
i am FREE!
the joy right now is just overwhelming
i know i made the right choice!
Amen!
Friday, November 27, 2009
back from korea!
haha!
took hundreds of pics!
ate a LOT OF FOOD!
defintely gain weight...
had
AN EXPERIENCE OF A LIFETIME!
(will upload some pics soon)
anyway,
need to do swimming laps again
haha
plus
CHRISTMAS IS COMING!
need to prepare presents
plus
set the christmas tree...
haha!
took hundreds of pics!
ate a LOT OF FOOD!
defintely gain weight...
had
AN EXPERIENCE OF A LIFETIME!
(will upload some pics soon)
anyway,
need to do swimming laps again
haha
plus
CHRISTMAS IS COMING!
need to prepare presents
plus
set the christmas tree...
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
tonight i gonna have a
night flight
to korea!
imagine, waking up and seeing the sunrise
knowing you are in a beautiful country called korea
where BOF was filmed
and you are going to have a funfilled time in snow
yes, you will be cold
but you are going to wear awesome winter clothings
one word to describe this-
AWESOME!
yes, i am almost healed from the flu
woots! meeting people later in church to make birthday cards!
the joy of art and craft.
talked to rachel raja privately yesterday
it was so long when i had my "private time" with her
i miss her to the max!
i hope i just blow a new bubble for her! : DDD
anyway, nat is in vietnam,
probably eating super good food
i will start munching on some
soon
in korea
today, my devotion,
i learnt that i have to stop talking and thinking only
and start taking action!
at most i can pray
i mean Jesus did not say "i love you" to prove His love
He literally died on the cross!
(a sacrifice)
time for me to stop staying in my comfort zone,
i need to go all out!
TAKE ACTION!
some pictures : DDD
love you girls to the max! : DDD
this picture always make me laugh
well,
this shall be my last post for the next 8 days!
haha!
GOD BLESS THE READERS : DDD
night flight
to korea!
imagine, waking up and seeing the sunrise
knowing you are in a beautiful country called korea
where BOF was filmed
and you are going to have a funfilled time in snow
yes, you will be cold
but you are going to wear awesome winter clothings
one word to describe this-
AWESOME!
yes, i am almost healed from the flu
woots! meeting people later in church to make birthday cards!
the joy of art and craft.
talked to rachel raja privately yesterday
it was so long when i had my "private time" with her
i miss her to the max!
i hope i just blow a new bubble for her! : DDD
anyway, nat is in vietnam,
probably eating super good food
i will start munching on some
soon
in korea
today, my devotion,
i learnt that i have to stop talking and thinking only
and start taking action!
at most i can pray
i mean Jesus did not say "i love you" to prove His love
He literally died on the cross!
(a sacrifice)
time for me to stop staying in my comfort zone,
i need to go all out!
TAKE ACTION!
some pictures : DDD
love you girls to the max! : DDD
this picture always make me laugha day of triumph! : DDD
hope abel had a smashing birthday this year
LOL!
well,
this shall be my last post for the next 8 days!
haha!
GOD BLESS THE READERS : DDD
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
and tomorrow i shall be in korea
YEAH!
kinda weird, i have flu and i am going to a FREEZING PLACE!
hooray?!
anyway,
today is huiling birthday!
and yesterday was dot's birthay!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEOPLE! : DDD
you guys are both 18! haha
anyway,
if i am feeling better
tomorrow will go church and meet louiza,dylan n jon
make cards, dance lessons -_-lll
(louiza should know what i mean)
by the way,
janice do not worry,
do not fear,
GOD is in control of everything, even when you are confused
rachel raja,
do not feel lonely,
for the Lord is always with you : DDD
okay,
this might most likely be the last time posting before my trip to korea
fear not!
i will get presents for my dear friends : DDD
in conclusion
i shall upload an awesome song by GLEE
Glee Cast : Defying Gravity Lyrics
Something has changed within me
Something is not the same
I'm through with playing by the rules
Of someone else's game
Too late for second-guessing
Too late to go back to sleep
It's time to trust my instincts
Close my eyes: and leap!
It's time to try
Defying gravity
I think I'll try
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I am defying gravity
And you wont bring me down!
I'm through accepting limits
''cause someone says they're so
Some things I cannot change
But till I try, I'll never know!
Too long I've been afraid of
Losing love I guess I've lost
Well, if that's love
It comes at much too high a cost!
I'd sooner buy
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I'm defying gravity
I think I'll try
Defying gravity
And you wont bring me down!
I'd sooner buy
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I'm defying gravity
I think I'll try
Defying gravity
And never bring me down!
bring me down!
ohh ohhh ohhhh!
YEAH!
kinda weird, i have flu and i am going to a FREEZING PLACE!
hooray?!
anyway,
today is huiling birthday!
and yesterday was dot's birthay!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEOPLE! : DDD
you guys are both 18! haha
anyway,
if i am feeling better
tomorrow will go church and meet louiza,dylan n jon
make cards, dance lessons -_-lll
(louiza should know what i mean)
by the way,
janice do not worry,
do not fear,
GOD is in control of everything, even when you are confused
rachel raja,
do not feel lonely,
for the Lord is always with you : DDD
okay,
this might most likely be the last time posting before my trip to korea
fear not!
i will get presents for my dear friends : DDD
in conclusion
i shall upload an awesome song by GLEE
Glee Cast : Defying Gravity Lyrics
Something has changed within me
Something is not the same
I'm through with playing by the rules
Of someone else's game
Too late for second-guessing
Too late to go back to sleep
It's time to trust my instincts
Close my eyes: and leap!
It's time to try
Defying gravity
I think I'll try
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I am defying gravity
And you wont bring me down!
I'm through accepting limits
''cause someone says they're so
Some things I cannot change
But till I try, I'll never know!
Too long I've been afraid of
Losing love I guess I've lost
Well, if that's love
It comes at much too high a cost!
I'd sooner buy
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I'm defying gravity
I think I'll try
Defying gravity
And you wont bring me down!
I'd sooner buy
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I'm defying gravity
I think I'll try
Defying gravity
And never bring me down!
bring me down!
ohh ohhh ohhhh!
Monday, November 16, 2009
the reason to join show choir
No Air Lyrics by Glee Cast
If I should die before I wake
It's 'cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air
Oh
I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move, it's incomplete
Wish there was a way that I can make you understand
But how do you expect me
to live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
it's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air
No air, air No
No air, air No
No air, air No
No air, air
I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew
Right off the ground to float to you
There's no gravity to hold me down for real
But somehow I'm still alive inside
You took my breath, but I survived
I don't know how, but I don't even care
So how do you expect me
to live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breath
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air (Uh of)
Can't live, can't breathe with no air (No No)
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
it's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep (So Deep)
Tell me how you gonna be withour me (Without Me)
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe Breathe No No aha)
It's no air, no air (No No)
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
It's no air, no air
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
it's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be withour me
If you ain't here, I jsut can't breathe
It's no air, no air
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
it's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be withour me
If you ain't here, I jsut can't breathe
It's no air, no air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
You got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be withour me
If you ain't here, I jsut can't breathe
It's no air, no air
No air (No)
No air (No No)
No air
No air
No air
No Air Lyrics by Glee Cast
If I should die before I wake
It's 'cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air
Oh
I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move, it's incomplete
Wish there was a way that I can make you understand
But how do you expect me
to live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
it's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air
No air, air No
No air, air No
No air, air No
No air, air
I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew
Right off the ground to float to you
There's no gravity to hold me down for real
But somehow I'm still alive inside
You took my breath, but I survived
I don't know how, but I don't even care
So how do you expect me
to live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breath
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air (Uh of)
Can't live, can't breathe with no air (No No)
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
it's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep (So Deep)
Tell me how you gonna be withour me (Without Me)
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe Breathe No No aha)
It's no air, no air (No No)
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
It's no air, no air
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
it's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be withour me
If you ain't here, I jsut can't breathe
It's no air, no air
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
it's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be withour me
If you ain't here, I jsut can't breathe
It's no air, no air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
You got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be withour me
If you ain't here, I jsut can't breathe
It's no air, no air
No air (No)
No air (No No)
No air
No air
No air
i compared my blog with people's
(especially janice)
and i feel that i need to upload pictures...
i will upload the bandung youth visit one and abel's birthday one soon.
maybe late, but soon.
right now,
i feel like going over to rachel raja's house for cooking again.
i miss the kitchen. i miss pasta.
i need to have another movie night/afternoon.
oh, ya, will miss western food lots!
korea=chinese food
sobs*
but look at the bright side
it means i will get to buy souvenirs,
a more souvenirs, thanks to people's requests
haha!
and,
OMG! i spread my sickness to gwen!
should not go out for now
i really dont want anyone to be sick,
and because of me too!
may the nose stop raining...
oh,
GLEE IS AWESOME!
(especially janice)
and i feel that i need to upload pictures...
i will upload the bandung youth visit one and abel's birthday one soon.
maybe late, but soon.
right now,
i feel like going over to rachel raja's house for cooking again.
i miss the kitchen. i miss pasta.
i need to have another movie night/afternoon.
oh, ya, will miss western food lots!
korea=chinese food
sobs*
but look at the bright side
it means i will get to buy souvenirs,
a more souvenirs, thanks to people's requests
haha!
and,
OMG! i spread my sickness to gwen!
should not go out for now
i really dont want anyone to be sick,
and because of me too!
may the nose stop raining...
oh,
GLEE IS AWESOME!
Sunday, November 15, 2009
i am happy
you should know why?!
: DDD
HAHAHA!
(reconciled) love u guys to the max!
today did not go east coast to cycle : (
sad-ed.
but i got lots of free hugs from louiza n jessica
they dont mind getting germs from me?
ya, i am sick.
oh so anyway, i am spreading the flu
teehee : D
anyway, korea in 2 days
horray!
dont worry people, i will get u something : D
you should know why?!
: DDD
HAHAHA!
(reconciled) love u guys to the max!
today did not go east coast to cycle : (
sad-ed.
but i got lots of free hugs from louiza n jessica
they dont mind getting germs from me?
ya, i am sick.
oh so anyway, i am spreading the flu
teehee : D
anyway, korea in 2 days
horray!
dont worry people, i will get u something : D
Saturday, November 14, 2009
i'm sorry
(especially for the previous post)
it is not your fault
but mine
(especially for the previous post)
it is not your fault
but mine
Thursday, November 12, 2009
yesterday dinner with the bandung youth
was more like an adventure for me
thank GOD that janice was there
or else i might be crying!
LOL!
anyway, yesterday
janice and i went around hougang area
people were late, people were lost
etc
in the end, by the time we and the bandung youths reached northpoint in yishun
we were an hour late -_-lll
original plan could not be carried out
they had a curfew (reminded me of myself)
anyway,
had to be back home by 9pm
left at 8.15
and dylan, rexa, kris and i got lost
AGAIN!
long story cut short:
everyone finally went home!
it was pressure!
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today, nothing much to do
except got some family stuff
haha
that reminds me
time to start christmas planning
SET UP THE TREE!
ps: i am going to practice flying kick on someone
was more like an adventure for me
thank GOD that janice was there
or else i might be crying!
LOL!
anyway, yesterday
janice and i went around hougang area
people were late, people were lost
etc
in the end, by the time we and the bandung youths reached northpoint in yishun
we were an hour late -_-lll
original plan could not be carried out
they had a curfew (reminded me of myself)
anyway,
had to be back home by 9pm
left at 8.15
and dylan, rexa, kris and i got lost
AGAIN!
long story cut short:
everyone finally went home!
it was pressure!
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today, nothing much to do
except got some family stuff
haha
that reminds me
time to start christmas planning
SET UP THE TREE!
ps: i am going to practice flying kick on someone
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
yesterday waiting for 1h before the bandung youths came
haha!
and right now, we are deciding what to do tonight
anyway,
i realise there are secrets between guys n girls in Xxon
one group, one group
SPLIT!
hmm.....just makes us girls wonder
actually nothing much to blog about,
just that right now i think demi lovato's songs are quite awesome
Gift of a friend
Demi Lovato
Sometimes you think you'll be fine by yourself
'Cause a dream is a wish that you make all alone
It's easy to feel like you don't need help
But it's harder to walk on your own
You'll change inside when you realize
The world comes to life and everything's bright
From beginning to end
When you have a friend by your side
That helps you to find the beauty you are
When you open your heart and believe in
The gift of a friend
The gift of a friend
Someone who knows when you're lost and you're scared
And there through the highs and the lows
Someone you can count on, someone who cares
Beside you wherever you'll go
You'll change inside when you realize
[ Demi Lovato Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
The world comes to life and everything's bright
From beginning to end
When you have a friend by your side
That helps you to find the beauty you are
When you open your heart and believe in
The gift of a friend
And when your hope crashes down, shattering to the ground
You, you feel all alone
When you don't know which way to go
And there's no signs leading you home
You're not alone
The world comes to life and everything's bright
From beginning to end
When you have a friend by your side
That helps you to find the beauty you are
When you open your heart and believe in
When you believe in
You can believe in
The gift of a friend
xoxo
haha!
and right now, we are deciding what to do tonight
anyway,
i realise there are secrets between guys n girls in Xxon
one group, one group
SPLIT!
hmm.....just makes us girls wonder
actually nothing much to blog about,
just that right now i think demi lovato's songs are quite awesome
Gift of a friend
Demi Lovato
Sometimes you think you'll be fine by yourself
'Cause a dream is a wish that you make all alone
It's easy to feel like you don't need help
But it's harder to walk on your own
You'll change inside when you realize
The world comes to life and everything's bright
From beginning to end
When you have a friend by your side
That helps you to find the beauty you are
When you open your heart and believe in
The gift of a friend
The gift of a friend
Someone who knows when you're lost and you're scared
And there through the highs and the lows
Someone you can count on, someone who cares
Beside you wherever you'll go
You'll change inside when you realize
[ Demi Lovato Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
The world comes to life and everything's bright
From beginning to end
When you have a friend by your side
That helps you to find the beauty you are
When you open your heart and believe in
The gift of a friend
And when your hope crashes down, shattering to the ground
You, you feel all alone
When you don't know which way to go
And there's no signs leading you home
You're not alone
The world comes to life and everything's bright
From beginning to end
When you have a friend by your side
That helps you to find the beauty you are
When you open your heart and believe in
When you believe in
You can believe in
The gift of a friend
xoxo
Monday, November 09, 2009
big news today
and now,
the world seems to end.
how weird, my emotions are always up and down
nevermind
read my PM:
Rule 1: be joyful even when the world seems to end
hair cut with janice later!
YEAH!
the world is heating up!
and now,
the world seems to end.
how weird, my emotions are always up and down
nevermind
read my PM:
Rule 1: be joyful even when the world seems to end
hair cut with janice later!
YEAH!
the world is heating up!
Sunday, November 08, 2009
i feel joyful today
proud of myself in a sense
(not boasting my ego or something)
it is beacuse i did a right thing
so after lunch
girls wanna go church with the guys to chat and slack
i know, i have chinese tuition (EWW)
i wanted to stay but i know that my parents will not be pleased
well, i did go out a lot for the past week
at most i should stay and spend time with them on a sunday
i was about to leave but my friends asked me to stay
at first, followed them,
but was overwhelmed by guilt
i realised that the evil one can use anyone to tempt you
NO OFFENCE! (not saying my friends are evil- i love them lots)
anyway, i managed to walk away
a sudden rush of peace flowed in me
i was happy?!
i honoured my father and mother
PRAISE GOD!
and whats even more was assurance that i did the right thing through my today's devotion
John 14:15
"if you love Me, you will obey what I command"
John 14: 21
"Whoever has My commands and obeys them, he is the one who loves Me he who loves Me will be loved by My Father, and I too will love him and show myself to Him"
John 14:27
"Peace I leave with you; My peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid"
Oh,
today's worship was awesome
i think i am getting the hang of it!
HAHAH!
this week,
bandung youths are coming!!!!!!!!
hair cut with janice
might go jamming (if i do not back out halfway)
proud of myself in a sense
(not boasting my ego or something)
it is beacuse i did a right thing
so after lunch
girls wanna go church with the guys to chat and slack
i know, i have chinese tuition (EWW)
i wanted to stay but i know that my parents will not be pleased
well, i did go out a lot for the past week
at most i should stay and spend time with them on a sunday
i was about to leave but my friends asked me to stay
at first, followed them,
but was overwhelmed by guilt
i realised that the evil one can use anyone to tempt you
NO OFFENCE! (not saying my friends are evil- i love them lots)
anyway, i managed to walk away
a sudden rush of peace flowed in me
i was happy?!
i honoured my father and mother
PRAISE GOD!
and whats even more was assurance that i did the right thing through my today's devotion
John 14:15
"if you love Me, you will obey what I command"
John 14: 21
"Whoever has My commands and obeys them, he is the one who loves Me he who loves Me will be loved by My Father, and I too will love him and show myself to Him"
John 14:27
"Peace I leave with you; My peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid"
Oh,
today's worship was awesome
i think i am getting the hang of it!
HAHAH!
this week,
bandung youths are coming!!!!!!!!
hair cut with janice
might go jamming (if i do not back out halfway)
Saturday, November 07, 2009
today had worship prac
and
visited dani and gloria for the first time!
gloria is awesomely adorable.
at least she has hair,
i was bald.
even with a ribbon on my head, plus wearing PINK!
people asked my mum whether i was a guy
-_-lll
Thank God for hair!
tomorrow will be a sunday
and have to co lead with estella
frightening experiences
*will get over it soon*!
anyway,
i just hope i will not mix up the signs by nervous breakdown!
oh and have meeting
for the christmas lunch skit
still cannot believe i am gonna be an angel
wear some white clothing with a halo around my head -_-lll
i HAVE to tell them,
STRICTLY NO MAKE UP!
i just cannot stand stuff on my face which is suppose to 'enhance' your face
natural is the best
just like natural hair!
haha!
oh, though janice say that i am a role model
i think i am gonna "terrorise" her
MUAHAHAH!
*a perfect way of ending this post*
and
visited dani and gloria for the first time!
gloria is awesomely adorable.
at least she has hair,
i was bald.
even with a ribbon on my head, plus wearing PINK!
people asked my mum whether i was a guy
-_-lll
Thank God for hair!
tomorrow will be a sunday
and have to co lead with estella
frightening experiences
*will get over it soon*!
anyway,
i just hope i will not mix up the signs by nervous breakdown!
oh and have meeting
for the christmas lunch skit
still cannot believe i am gonna be an angel
wear some white clothing with a halo around my head -_-lll
i HAVE to tell them,
STRICTLY NO MAKE UP!
i just cannot stand stuff on my face which is suppose to 'enhance' your face
natural is the best
just like natural hair!
haha!
oh, though janice say that i am a role model
i think i am gonna "terrorise" her
MUAHAHAH!
*a perfect way of ending this post*
Friday, November 06, 2009
sometimes it is just hard to let go
we are weird ppl who just want to collect and collect and collect
we do not consider the size of our storeroom
and we practically squeeze everything in this room
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hypocritism
a super killer
something everyone hates
well, but something almost everyone (or i mean EVERYONE) has
you know,
i try talking sense to people sometimes
advising this and that
honestly, i think i can talk well
but i cannot apply whatever i say!
i say do this do that
but i cannot even do that
i dont even dare to try
easy to say; hard to do
you know,
it is like you are a doctor,
but when you are ill,
YOU HAVE TO VISIT A DOCTOR!
and you are already one
you know,
it is like you are a teacher
teach children numbers,
but cannot even write 1 to 10
people say they feel very "paiseh"
when this happens
for me, i do not want to even look at myself
people look up to me
seeking my help for problems
and in the end,
i cannot even solve mine
pathetic
but true
___________________________________
it rains everyday
monsoon season
reminds me of many things
1. God's tears of rain, rainning down on this sinful world
God's pain and shattering heart. millions of people wandering lost in the darkness
no light, not even a spark
lost souls
2. Cleansing
water cleans dirty objects. instead of blood washing the world
the rain water uses the same concept
it cleanses
to me it is like Jesus' drops of blood pelting on our windows
and we do not even open it
symbolic.
i dont know, but right now,
the monsoon season reminds me of the song" rain down on me"
Song: Rain down on me
By: Planetshakers
I am falling to my knees
I need You Lord to breathe in me
My prayer is still the same
My heart is calling out Your name
Sweet anointing fill this place
I am found in Your embrace
Rain down on me
Rain down on me
Here in Your presence I am free
Pour down like rain
Come and touch me again
Lord let Your presence fall on me
I�m longing just to see
Your power and Your majesty
Sweet anointing fill this place
I am found in Your embrace
Sweet anointing
Wash me over
Sweet anointing
Wash me over
we are weird ppl who just want to collect and collect and collect
we do not consider the size of our storeroom
and we practically squeeze everything in this room
__________________________________
hypocritism
a super killer
something everyone hates
well, but something almost everyone (or i mean EVERYONE) has
you know,
i try talking sense to people sometimes
advising this and that
honestly, i think i can talk well
but i cannot apply whatever i say!
i say do this do that
but i cannot even do that
i dont even dare to try
easy to say; hard to do
you know,
it is like you are a doctor,
but when you are ill,
YOU HAVE TO VISIT A DOCTOR!
and you are already one
you know,
it is like you are a teacher
teach children numbers,
but cannot even write 1 to 10
people say they feel very "paiseh"
when this happens
for me, i do not want to even look at myself
people look up to me
seeking my help for problems
and in the end,
i cannot even solve mine
pathetic
but true
___________________________________
it rains everyday
monsoon season
reminds me of many things
1. God's tears of rain, rainning down on this sinful world
God's pain and shattering heart. millions of people wandering lost in the darkness
no light, not even a spark
lost souls
2. Cleansing
water cleans dirty objects. instead of blood washing the world
the rain water uses the same concept
it cleanses
to me it is like Jesus' drops of blood pelting on our windows
and we do not even open it
symbolic.
i dont know, but right now,
the monsoon season reminds me of the song" rain down on me"
Song: Rain down on me
By: Planetshakers
I am falling to my knees
I need You Lord to breathe in me
My prayer is still the same
My heart is calling out Your name
Sweet anointing fill this place
I am found in Your embrace
Rain down on me
Rain down on me
Here in Your presence I am free
Pour down like rain
Come and touch me again
Lord let Your presence fall on me
I�m longing just to see
Your power and Your majesty
Sweet anointing fill this place
I am found in Your embrace
Sweet anointing
Wash me over
Sweet anointing
Wash me over
Thursday, November 05, 2009
went to orchard with johnny, janice and amos today
super hard to find guy stuff
psshhh...
anyway, it was quite fun.
just slack and walk round and round
went to etude house for the first time
but, no free stuff
wasted!
i saw angelica there
haha, the smart pretty girl
she gave me a super nice hug
miss 2 justice a lot
and i still dont know if i can go east coast for class outing
: (((
________________________________________
it kinda of stink that in life we usually do not treasure the things we have around us
only when they are gone
we realise how much it meant to us
and you know you can never have it back
it kinda of stink that in life we yearn to run to some place else to start afresh
but when we do
we realise we made a huge mistake
do not fall into this mistake.
ps: PEOPLE GO TO FATTY BENNY BLOG!
http://fattybennyknowitall.blogspot.com/
tag : DDD
super hard to find guy stuff
psshhh...
anyway, it was quite fun.
just slack and walk round and round
went to etude house for the first time
but, no free stuff
wasted!
i saw angelica there
haha, the smart pretty girl
she gave me a super nice hug
miss 2 justice a lot
and i still dont know if i can go east coast for class outing
: (((
________________________________________
it kinda of stink that in life we usually do not treasure the things we have around us
only when they are gone
we realise how much it meant to us
and you know you can never have it back
it kinda of stink that in life we yearn to run to some place else to start afresh
but when we do
we realise we made a huge mistake
do not fall into this mistake.
ps: PEOPLE GO TO FATTY BENNY BLOG!
http://fattybennyknowitall.blogspot.com/
tag : DDD
Wednesday, November 04, 2009
today went to eat with the girls
SP is huge
and cool!
especially the library. though we got scolded by the lady! : DDD
to tell u the truth
i am seriously confused right now
not sure how to please you guys.
no comments anymore
oh,
facebook floods emails.
anyway,
i forgot to send my CONFIRMATION SLIP!
argh, i hope many other ppl also forget
anyway,
i need forgiveness
i forgot
really!
hahah, accept my email please!
ps:fatty benny blog updated
SP is huge
and cool!
especially the library. though we got scolded by the lady! : DDD
to tell u the truth
i am seriously confused right now
not sure how to please you guys.
no comments anymore
oh,
facebook floods emails.
anyway,
i forgot to send my CONFIRMATION SLIP!
argh, i hope many other ppl also forget
anyway,
i need forgiveness
i forgot
really!
hahah, accept my email please!
ps:fatty benny blog updated
Tuesday, November 03, 2009
i am getting braces next year in march!!!!
hahah, with janice,
coolios!
it will only last 6 months, so
i dont mind
anyway, sec 3 will be such a busy year, that the months will just fly pass
soon, the braces will be gone and i will have better teeth!
later have dental appointment with mother!
i need to clean my teeth
oh and helping her to make some dental video
-_-lll
tomorrow i can go eat lunch with the girls!
yeah!
but of course, curfew has been imposed
i need to read 2 christian bookss!
hahah, with janice,
coolios!
it will only last 6 months, so
i dont mind
anyway, sec 3 will be such a busy year, that the months will just fly pass
soon, the braces will be gone and i will have better teeth!
later have dental appointment with mother!
i need to clean my teeth
oh and helping her to make some dental video
-_-lll
tomorrow i can go eat lunch with the girls!
yeah!
but of course, curfew has been imposed
i need to read 2 christian bookss!
Sunday, November 01, 2009
today is nat's birthday
i really hope she enjoy today!
haha!
ya, they crash my room, but well,
a girl's room has to be crashed once in a while right?!
haha!
girls' retreat was awesome
played what if game
it is uploaded on facebook for all friends to see! HAHA!
nth really much to say but,
LOVE YOU NAT!
date: 28March, 10.39pm
drinking: liangteh.
eating: nth.
mood: ARGH!.
listening: tv outside
reading: nth.
random: sec 3, term 2 week 2 day 1.