Thursday, October 29, 2009
wow, i upload pics fast...
hahaha!
ENCORE 09! : DDD
xoxo
hahaha!
ENCORE 09! : DDD
xoxolydia
encore 09!
success
haha!
i love drama, and i know what i want to take next year!
i love the people
and especially those who came and support me (my family, zy, janice, emily etc)
oh and those who wished me all the best too!
thanks for the support
plus zara and her friend lion for the rose
plus angelica for the card
let's go baby baby let's go..
WOO WOO!
this is our last drama performance,
till next year
so anyway,
i got into triple science! woots!
praise GOD,
my heart nearly fell when form teacher did not call me...
sigh (PRAISE GOD ANYWAY!)
tomorrow last day of school,
how fast can it get?!
i thougth i just started sec 2
now i am level-ing up!
i miss sec 2 justice
once a justice-ians always a justice-ians.
emphasise on 09!
ps:will upload the pics asap!
success
haha!
i love drama, and i know what i want to take next year!
i love the people
and especially those who came and support me (my family, zy, janice, emily etc)
oh and those who wished me all the best too!
thanks for the support
plus zara and her friend lion for the rose
plus angelica for the card
let's go baby baby let's go..
WOO WOO!
this is our last drama performance,
till next year
so anyway,
i got into triple science! woots!
praise GOD,
my heart nearly fell when form teacher did not call me...
sigh (PRAISE GOD ANYWAY!)
tomorrow last day of school,
how fast can it get?!
i thougth i just started sec 2
now i am level-ing up!
i miss sec 2 justice
once a justice-ians always a justice-ians.
emphasise on 09!
ps:will upload the pics asap!
today is the day of
ENCORE 09!
darn, few min and i have to go to school for whole morning and afternoon of practice
fear is what we have now
people turn up?
success?
marvelled?
etc?
"faith like a mustard seed can move mountains..."
miracles can happen! just believe : D
ENCORE 09!
darn, few min and i have to go to school for whole morning and afternoon of practice
fear is what we have now
people turn up?
success?
marvelled?
etc?
"faith like a mustard seed can move mountains..."
miracles can happen! just believe : D
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
today is a much much better day than yesterday
PRAISE GOD!
anyway, who want to watch my drama performance?!
*nudge
anyone???!!!
OH MAN!
i feel so sleepy now.
and guess wat, i realise that janice and i are much alike.
cool, we can relate to each other!
EXCEPT
that she is tall and i am short
.....
vertically challenged
i have a wake up call that i should start playing my piano and guitar again
wait, i mean more often.
i lack music in me now
the only thing i do is sing
i need balance people!
by the way,
i think reading minds are cool
like edward cullen,
but if people read my mind,
they will burst into laughter and fall off their chairs.
sanguine here!!!
PRAISE GOD!
anyway, who want to watch my drama performance?!
*nudge
anyone???!!!
OH MAN!
i feel so sleepy now.
and guess wat, i realise that janice and i are much alike.
cool, we can relate to each other!
EXCEPT
that she is tall and i am short
.....
vertically challenged
i have a wake up call that i should start playing my piano and guitar again
wait, i mean more often.
i lack music in me now
the only thing i do is sing
i need balance people!
by the way,
i think reading minds are cool
like edward cullen,
but if people read my mind,
they will burst into laughter and fall off their chairs.
sanguine here!!!
Monday, October 26, 2009
if only you would understand
if only they could understand
if only i can speak freely
if only i can express stuff without having a need to control
if only i can truely be genuine
if only what other people think about my life can be true
if only i can
if only...
today wasnt the best day (optimistic)
today was the worst day of my life (pessismistic)
pick one.
i dont seem to see why i cannot
why everything have walls
i dont seem to see why i have to be enclose in a cage all the time
to be at the "safety zone" when you are not even there to guard the place
(there is not diff)
i dont seem to see why i cannot take a step out
espcially when it is free time
why else do you want me to do...
sanguine, a person who exaggerates (weakness)
i am a sanguine
therefore, i need to control all the time
i spend hours thinking of you
i spend hours watching you
i spend hours making things for you
i spend hours crying for you
and what do i get back?!
second place.
consolation prize
certificate of participation.
thanks.
hopefully tmr will be a brighter day.
if only they could understand
if only i can speak freely
if only i can express stuff without having a need to control
if only i can truely be genuine
if only what other people think about my life can be true
if only i can
if only...
today wasnt the best day (optimistic)
today was the worst day of my life (pessismistic)
pick one.
i dont seem to see why i cannot
why everything have walls
i dont seem to see why i have to be enclose in a cage all the time
to be at the "safety zone" when you are not even there to guard the place
(there is not diff)
i dont seem to see why i cannot take a step out
espcially when it is free time
why else do you want me to do...
sanguine, a person who exaggerates (weakness)
i am a sanguine
therefore, i need to control all the time
i spend hours thinking of you
i spend hours watching you
i spend hours making things for you
i spend hours crying for you
and what do i get back?!
second place.
consolation prize
certificate of participation.
thanks.
hopefully tmr will be a brighter day.
Saturday, October 24, 2009
hey people! today i shall introduce to you a cool animak
it is small
it is cute
it is cool
it is hairless!
introducing......
NAKED MOLE RATS!
okay, so that picture might not be a pic of a cool naked mole rat, here is another one...
it is small
it is cute
it is cool
it is hairless!
introducing......
NAKED MOLE RATS!
okay, so that picture might not be a pic of a cool naked mole rat, here is another one...
KIM POSSIBLE's best friend's partner..the naked mole rat!
haha!
did you know that the naked mole rat has a highly unusual set of physical traits that enables it to thrive in a harsh, underground environment, including a lack of pain sensation in its skin and a very low metabolism??!!
how cool can they get?!
hee hee.
i know i am random,
it is just that today is.
naked mole rat day!
Thursday, October 22, 2009
sonia is leaving,
tomorrow.
officially
i got back my results
super pleased.
praise GOD! but why,
why must i fake a frown?
irony.
tomorrow singing
and got a lot of things to do
buy materials
prac.
etc.
argh!
: ((( i just cannot believe that 9 years sonia has to go.
TOMORROW!
something to cheer me up
http://www.clicknetwork.tv/watch.aspx?c=5&p=16#
tomorrow.
officially
i got back my results
super pleased.
praise GOD! but why,
why must i fake a frown?
irony.
tomorrow singing
and got a lot of things to do
buy materials
prac.
etc.
argh!
: ((( i just cannot believe that 9 years sonia has to go.
TOMORROW!
something to cheer me up
http://www.clicknetwork.tv/watch.aspx?c=5&p=16#
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
ps:
this picture always make me smile.
this picture always make me smile. hmm...
aww man
do i need braces?!!
my mother thinks i do,
well, there goes perfect teeth.
well,
today have drama prac and guess wat,
i injured my feet again,
this time my other leg, my left one.
scratch my skin off because of some wood block.
haha, thank goodness there was not much blood
many would freak out.
SERIOUSLY!
tomorrow, not really something that i look forward to
results come back
haha, may i have good news to report?!
oh and this friday singing with WHOLE BAND.
haha, i know, i am very blur, asking the leaders how to do this and that
and because of something,
i am just not comfortable with my voice,
embarrass?
or lack of assurance as everyone asks me to shhhh when i sing.
that bad?! too much noise?! or is it _______
ya, need assurance
from you?! (at least)
oh can u believe it, sonia is going back this fri
2 days left,
and the person who saw me grow up is saying farewell
i really cannot believe 9 years past
TOO FAST!?
know u have to move on, but still......
ARGH!
okay, i am mentally prepared, thanks to ur a year warning
ya, but u know what,
i still cry, in my heart.
farewell.
i guess moodswing is coming back to me now
not fantastic,
as a great day can be ruined just by my nonsence thoughts.
i wish i wish.
sometimes, pretending is good,
so that u will not affect the people around u
but, genuine?
no, that part i will fail.
see....how confusing this is.
this or that?
you cannot please both,
choose one, the other suffer.
or is there a way
(2 meanings behind.! HAHA!)
do i need braces?!!
my mother thinks i do,
well, there goes perfect teeth.
well,
today have drama prac and guess wat,
i injured my feet again,
this time my other leg, my left one.
scratch my skin off because of some wood block.
haha, thank goodness there was not much blood
many would freak out.
SERIOUSLY!
tomorrow, not really something that i look forward to
results come back
haha, may i have good news to report?!
oh and this friday singing with WHOLE BAND.
haha, i know, i am very blur, asking the leaders how to do this and that
and because of something,
i am just not comfortable with my voice,
embarrass?
or lack of assurance as everyone asks me to shhhh when i sing.
that bad?! too much noise?! or is it _______
ya, need assurance
from you?! (at least)
oh can u believe it, sonia is going back this fri
2 days left,
and the person who saw me grow up is saying farewell
i really cannot believe 9 years past
TOO FAST!?
know u have to move on, but still......
ARGH!
okay, i am mentally prepared, thanks to ur a year warning
ya, but u know what,
i still cry, in my heart.
farewell.
i guess moodswing is coming back to me now
not fantastic,
as a great day can be ruined just by my nonsence thoughts.
i wish i wish.
sometimes, pretending is good,
so that u will not affect the people around u
but, genuine?
no, that part i will fail.
see....how confusing this is.
this or that?
you cannot please both,
choose one, the other suffer.
or is there a way
(2 meanings behind.! HAHA!)
Sunday, October 18, 2009
this is wat i did today
went to east coast with the youths,
took pictures with the awesome pineapple head,
fell when i crash to nat,
crash into louiza too,
talked a lot
ate burger king
and took a super long time to get home
haha
however,
i am just left in a state of confusion
no idea who should come first
piorities, i dont know who first
i want to please everyone , yet i cannot
i want to know the truth, but it would be stupid n weird for me to make a direct question
i want to see if i am wasting my time
friendships, i treasure them
wat bout u?
i cannot know,
too different,
maybe i am just blind or something
or maybe analsying too much
another reason why literature is not the subject for me.
argh!
tmr no school,
and this fri singing....
LOL!
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
awesome pics!WOOTS!
exams are over,
and it is time to FLY!
woots!
today had angelica's make up birthday fun at sentosa
it rocked awesomely
after u know,
EXAMS! bye to that word for now.
tee hee....i am feeling all hyper and happy right now.
took awesome photos n sentosa.
and spend A LOT of time at forever 21.
shopping queens : DDD
currently,
i have a desire to sing in a musical or show choir
u know, solos, duets.....DANCE and stuff
u know, solos, duets.....DANCE and stuff
but,
argh......i need to train on my voice,
lalala.
i have a goal to archieve now.
i have a goal to archieve now.
and i think the show GLEE is awesome
not forgetting 10 things i hate about you : D
oh the life is back : D
sweetness
Friday, October 09, 2009
VALENTINE
Carol Ann Duffy
Not a red rose or a satin heart.
I give you an onion.
It is a moon wrapped in brown paper.
It promises light
like the careful undressing of love.
Here.
It will blind you with tears
like a lover.
It will make your reflection
A wobbling photo of grief.
I am trying to be truthful.
Not a cute card or a kissogram.
I give you an onion.
Its fierce kiss will stay on your lips,
possessive and faithful
as we are,
for as long as we are.
___________________________________
was going my lit stuff for EOY
and came across this super awesome poem
i totally forgotten about it
i think it is super unique that the poet describe someone's love as an onion
something we usually detest
or i mean young kids who are picky about food...
picking all the white things out.
LOL!
well, now onions are love.
(er...you know what i mean) : D
hearts to the end of the week
ps: ethan peck is HOT!
(and musically inclined : D)
yeah to these kind of people <3
Carol Ann Duffy
Not a red rose or a satin heart.
I give you an onion.
It is a moon wrapped in brown paper.
It promises light
like the careful undressing of love.
Here.
It will blind you with tears
like a lover.
It will make your reflection
A wobbling photo of grief.
I am trying to be truthful.
Not a cute card or a kissogram.
I give you an onion.
Its fierce kiss will stay on your lips,
possessive and faithful
as we are,
for as long as we are.
___________________________________
was going my lit stuff for EOY
and came across this super awesome poem
i totally forgotten about it
i think it is super unique that the poet describe someone's love as an onion
something we usually detest
or i mean young kids who are picky about food...
picking all the white things out.
LOL!
well, now onions are love.
(er...you know what i mean) : D
hearts to the end of the week
ps: ethan peck is HOT!
(and musically inclined : D)
yeah to these kind of people <3
Thursday, October 08, 2009
Lyrics: He Never Sleeps
Don Moen
When you've prayed every prayer that you know how to pray
Just remember the Lord will hear and the answers is on it's way
Our God is able
He is mighty
He is faithful
And He never sleeps, He never slumbers
He never tires of hearing our prayer
When we are weak, He becomes stronger (make us stronger)
So rest in His love and cast all of your cares on Him
Do you feel that the Lord has forgotten your need
Just remember that God is always working in ways you cannot see
Our God is able
He is mighty
He is faithful
Don Moen
When you've prayed every prayer that you know how to pray
Just remember the Lord will hear and the answers is on it's way
Our God is able
He is mighty
He is faithful
And He never sleeps, He never slumbers
He never tires of hearing our prayer
When we are weak, He becomes stronger (make us stronger)
So rest in His love and cast all of your cares on Him
Do you feel that the Lord has forgotten your need
Just remember that God is always working in ways you cannot see
Our God is able
He is mighty
He is faithful
Sunday, October 04, 2009
lydia is finally updating
last week has been a rather productive week
yes,
going to the library to study with ying and kim san
and studying in church
had been awesome experiences
(though someone dont want to stop drumming on the table)
i think studying in a group is cool
concentration and motivation seem to be available there
haha
anyway,
this week is an exam week
oh and next week too
argh.....
need to remind myself to have no fear
FEAR IS THE BEGINNING OF FAILURE (except fear of the Lord)
it starts fast, but ending faster!
coolness : D
i realise there i should not be complaining
i am not the only one going through tough times now
many are too
i judge things and analyse stuff too much
need to cut down.
really
it just ruins my brain
anyway,
trust is the Lord always, and He will surely make your path straight...
*to those who r facing tough times
Tough days dont last, but Tough people do : DDD\
all the best everyone!
last week has been a rather productive week
yes,
going to the library to study with ying and kim san
and studying in church
had been awesome experiences
(though someone dont want to stop drumming on the table)
i think studying in a group is cool
concentration and motivation seem to be available there
haha
anyway,
this week is an exam week
oh and next week too
argh.....
need to remind myself to have no fear
FEAR IS THE BEGINNING OF FAILURE (except fear of the Lord)
it starts fast, but ending faster!
coolness : D
i realise there i should not be complaining
i am not the only one going through tough times now
many are too
i judge things and analyse stuff too much
need to cut down.
really
it just ruins my brain
anyway,
trust is the Lord always, and He will surely make your path straight...
*to those who r facing tough times
Tough days dont last, but Tough people do : DDD\
all the best everyone!
date: 28March, 10.39pm
drinking: liangteh.
eating: nth.
mood: ARGH!.
listening: tv outside
reading: nth.
random: sec 3, term 2 week 2 day 1.