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Saturday, March 05, 2011

wow, i have not blogged for a long long long time.
it has been more than 1 month since the beginning of school
and i can say,
GOD HAS BEEN MARVELOUS OVER HERE!

yup, first week of school was really hard
i was like sobbing, crying and everything...
i just lost myself,
i became weak and lonely.

skype wasnt working, i couldnt talk to people
and soooo many problems cropped up
i was just so frightened

a 16 year old in a brand new world,
its quite frightening to be honest

because of my emo-ness, i also fell sick
stomach flu or something like...
because of my grieving, i produced to much acid in my stomach,
didnt eat much too
resulting in stomach pains

but as days passed, things are getting better
im not so stressed anymore
i overcame the tough days......i will still overcome the tough days

i am starting to see why God brought me here.
you know there are things i cant learn in singapore you know...
like, over here,
i learn how to rely SOLELY on GOD!
in singapore, i know sooo many people, i am in my comfort zone, i dont really rely on God much even though i do my devotion, pray everyday...
but when God brought me here, i am like alone
i know no one.
i am in a boarding house, not even staying with my aunt.
yup, alone...in a new country....
and the only person i can rely on is GOD!

AND GOD HAS NEVER FAILED ME!
through all my devotions, He has spoken to me constantly
and He has been guiding my everyday, my every step

currently, exams are in 2 weeks time,
assignments to hand up on monday

seems tough, but no...
GOD WILL LEAD ME! HE WILL SHOW ME THE WAY!

i believe i am growing and i will grow more!!!

internet is about to disconnection, better post this now!

God bless singapore :)