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Saturday, January 17, 2009

this is so way not an emo post
this is just a reply, how-i-feel post

i have no idea why many are complaining about their life
always wanna go back to the past
they mourn for their lousy life
and keep on complaining and whinning
always want the past .the past
hullo
wake up

first thing first
it is totally impossible to go back to the past
unless you take a time machine or something
is that even possible?
why cant you just look forward
to the future
what past cannot change
cannot come back
we should appreciate it
we should look into the future
you want a better future
make it better
the whole thing is under our hands
you keep on whinning
only makes your life miserable
and you just miss out everything that is happening in the world

secondly,
why just us?
why no one else?
you just want us
you mean in life there can only be a few friends that should be forever together?
you mean in life,
we cannot mix with others?
okay,
i admit
i have new friends
but what is wrong with that?
we still hang out
as much as we could
whenever i wanna go out
i first think of you guys?
i hope you are not jealous or anything
i hope you can accept
and not regret
you guys,
sigh
i have always place you infront
they will not replace you
you might think so
but it wont happen
unless...........................

the world is changin too fast
all the happy people
have became emo and ______
no more elmos in the world
what happened!
i think i should start looking for new batch of friends
i dont like people who always lock themselves out of society
just always stuck into the same old place
i admit again
i am a hypocrite
but i wanna change
do you?

dont forget out mission
we promised each other this
if you guys back out
i am the only one left
i have set my mind on my goal
i know what a have to do
are you in it or not?
do you wanna hold my hand now that i am seriously asking you?
or do you want be to find someone else
like....
i dont know

please smile
that is what i really wanna ask
i want the old you
happiness
joyful
jubilant
where is that?
maybe we are getting further is not because of someone else fault
but our fault
are we really looking into the situation properly
i dont want to lose you guys
but if i must
not to get infected
i have to

i remember the thoughts we have
the conclusion we had
i think is it all wrong
we are making a mistake
HELP!
i am not going back down again

please reconsider
the moving thing
the "migration" plan
just reconsider


life is meaningful
it really is











lydia