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Saturday, July 19, 2008

wow! time passes so fast. well, not many things happen...okay many things happen. especially today! after 7 months of serving in the youth worship ministry, i am out! parents say that i must focus on my studies. ya, i am not doing well for 2 subjects: chinese( currently going for chinese remedial) and science( PHYSICS) to be more accurate, i don't seem to have any problem in biology and chemistry, but why must i fail physics but 1 mark?! because of that 1st time failure, daddy and mummy has been lecturing me for 2 weeks! now, this! no more serving youth worship ministry. i was very upset! of course i was! what do you expect? i am giving up something that i loved, something that i have been born into, my parents are both in worship ministry, play instruments.. so do i . but now, CUT! today, dad and mum actually allowed me to go for back up practice for tomorrow, but i did not want to. after all that they have said, i feel like i have no motivation~ ! I DO NOT WANT TO LOSE THE FIRE! i feel very embarrass too. can i worship full heartedly tomorrow? i don't know. problems are coming one by one.

yup, one by one. i have a misunderstanding friendship problem which i must solve with my best friends! Tuhan please help me! i have so much problem! i need to focus.!

good news? well, tomorrow will be the official day where i have done my devotion for exactly one MONTH! WooOOOoooOOO! i hope doing devotion will be a habit.

well, what i did today? Hmm... i study study STUDY! morning until 7 non stop. *yarns. i need to buckle up to earn my holiday! i really need to prove to my parents. i must not fail any more!

oh ya! ONE TRUTH BROKE RECORD OF HAVING 12 TRUTHIANS IN THE SAME BUS! we were wild when we counted 12, we used to have 11. i will post the photos on class blog soon. we were making so much noise that the bus driver had to scream OI! haha. so funny

how am i with the bandung youths? well pretty good i say, we email everyday sms too. but not everyday la! i miss them so much!

Tuhan Memberkatimu! means GOd bless!
Lydia : DDD