Sunday, June 27, 2010
shall make this post a quick one...
anyway, i have to blog about ignite conference which was definitely amazing!
background info:
well basically i was feeling dry
and term 2 was kinda boring
nothing spiritual,
i could not even REALLY sense the presence of God during worship!
i also felt purposeless...
the ignite conference showed me what i lost
showed me why i lost my joy
and excitement for God as well.
it is because i wasnt fishing for men
not literally to FISH for guys...
but to evangelise!
the pastor really asked a question that made me ponder
how can i say that i am following God when i am not evangelising?!
God clearly said to make disciples of this world, and i was totally not following his commandments.
altar call was awesome!
i broke down and cried!
after so long...i felt God's presence rushing through me!
i even smelled the sweet anointing smell (though in seconds) for 4 times!
i slained and
ever since after that night,
i have been super joyful!
though i was late,
super late!
God's mercy was definitely with me.
and i was not scolded!
and guess what, yesterday was the last night, and though i was back home at midnight...
my parents were just too happy that i am back on track with God!
well, yesterday ignite conference night session was a full house
i experienced what it is like to have spiritual guidance
(sensed a girl needed a hug, and when i hugged her, she told me she was praying for her hug at that moment)
i experienced a "pentecost" when we all cried out in hunger and desperation for the annoiting of God!
i will never forgot those days, those nights!
right now, i am happy
i am ready
i am prepared
i aint afraid of term 3!
aint afraid of the rest of the days!
i know God's plan for me!
and i am going to do it!
btw,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAT BEN! (yesterday)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GWEN LEE! (today)
anyway, i have to blog about ignite conference which was definitely amazing!
background info:
well basically i was feeling dry
and term 2 was kinda boring
nothing spiritual,
i could not even REALLY sense the presence of God during worship!
i also felt purposeless...
the ignite conference showed me what i lost
showed me why i lost my joy
and excitement for God as well.
it is because i wasnt fishing for men
not literally to FISH for guys...
but to evangelise!
the pastor really asked a question that made me ponder
how can i say that i am following God when i am not evangelising?!
God clearly said to make disciples of this world, and i was totally not following his commandments.
altar call was awesome!
i broke down and cried!
after so long...i felt God's presence rushing through me!
i even smelled the sweet anointing smell (though in seconds) for 4 times!
i slained and
ever since after that night,
i have been super joyful!
though i was late,
super late!
God's mercy was definitely with me.
and i was not scolded!
and guess what, yesterday was the last night, and though i was back home at midnight...
my parents were just too happy that i am back on track with God!
well, yesterday ignite conference night session was a full house
i experienced what it is like to have spiritual guidance
(sensed a girl needed a hug, and when i hugged her, she told me she was praying for her hug at that moment)
i experienced a "pentecost" when we all cried out in hunger and desperation for the annoiting of God!
i will never forgot those days, those nights!
right now, i am happy
i am ready
i am prepared
i aint afraid of term 3!
aint afraid of the rest of the days!
i know God's plan for me!
and i am going to do it!
btw,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAT BEN! (yesterday)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GWEN LEE! (today)