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Wednesday, May 19, 2010

ya, i am living in the 9th week of term 2!
after all that i have gone through in week 8
its time for me to wake up and say
"Be happy Lydia"

thanks to my friends in school who constantly remind me to have joy
i managed to pull myself together
however, ya,
i guess the lack of sleep cause serious damage to my emotions
grouchy?!

anyway, today i didnt go to school
and finally after so long i can sleep in!
13-14 hours of sleep!
i woke up today feeling so much more refresh, energetic, and ready
and what can be more great than beginning the day with the Word of God?!

Proverbs 15:30
"A cheerful look brings joy to the heart, and good news gives health to the bones."

Straight away God reminds me to be happy, to be cheerful
not only will i be joyful innerly, but i will be healthy as well!
i know tough times are just temporary
and as long as i persevere through,
i can make it!
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now after declaring that,
i think i have a clearer mindset, and a more-ready mindset to face certain issues

1. time management
i have no idea how my sec 3 life became so much more busier!
i think it is because i have taken to many responsibilities.
but then again, how is it that people can cope and i cant?
thus, i have issues with time management, and i seriously have to look through my schedule and cut down on certain stuff.

2. (level up)
actually after talks with my friends about this i was about to say yes and take on the challenge
but just when i open my msn just now
one of my close friend actually said smth that makes me stop and ponder about taking on this challenge
oh man, i really need to talk to my parents about it.
i really need God to show me a sign, to clarify all my doubts and fears.
GOD! SHOULD I OR SHOULD I NOT?!

3. the boat theory
yup, in just a few weeks time the challenge that will put so many things of mine to the test is going to start
i really dont know what the outcome is
but i hope that after this storm, the boat will come out stronger than before.
*prays*
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oh well, that is basically what i will say for now
time to get back to the studies
and work!
dont worry,
I WILL BE HAPPY! : DDD
cause
the joy of the Lord is my strength!