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Wednesday, May 12, 2010

the ultimate test is going to begin soon

i cant really comment anything on our friendship now
as there is nothing to shake it yet.

i am not asking for problems, but
like a boat that needs a storm to see whether it sinks or floats
i need a challenge to see if this friendship is really lasting/ genuine

we both know that it will come soon,
REAL SOON
and right now it is like we are sitting ducks waiting to be shot
but who knows (maybe we are ready?)

i am really anticipating for the results,
will the boat sink or float?!
will it come out of the storm damaged or a stronger ship?!
(an upgrade?)

this is really the test
and personally,
i pray that we will be ready for it

*sorry to the emotional post above, had to say my thoughts...*
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anyway!
got into the syf science competition-SHELL
okay, i know it is an honour, but right now i think both boyu and my group are lazy to do so..
but then again,
we will do out best!

physics test was annoying
but i should not comment much
all i shall say was that after the test,
people mourn
people cry
people had sad eyes
what do you think happened?!

i also feel that i need a purpose in life right now
i used to be filled with it
but currently, i am just empty
i guess my life has been revolving around meeting people's expectations of me
and...
i dont enjoy it
i think around people i can put up a smile,
but ya, no one can read my heart! my real emotions..
(except GOD!) : DDD

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before ending, i shall say this:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHANGYI!