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Tuesday, February 23, 2010

totally saddened that i broke my record
after all As, all band 1, etc
i got a b4 for a maths
and seriously, i am totally shocked by it
i always wanted to be straight A for maths.
i am already bad in chinese, i cannot afford to drop in my maths grade!
what is going on?
what is going wrong?
what is wrong with my results?
what is wrong with my study methods?
sigh.

*bangs head to wall*

this is my prayer tonight:
PRAYER FOR A SONG IN THE NIGHT
Lord, Your word says that when we seek You, You will give us a song in the night. When i am going through a dark night of the soul, i pray You would enlighten my darkness with Your presence. In the face of the darkest situation in my life, I lift up songs of praise to You, knowing Your presence will inhabit them. Amen.