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Tuesday, December 29, 2009

alright, i am in hongkong now.
and time is just flying pass super fast.
christmas is over in a blink of an eye
and all the presents are given
how fast right?!
took me such a long time to make but a short time to give it away.
i am glad that angel part is over,
no pressure
but hey school year is beginning!

sec 3 life
i seriously have no idea on how life will be
as fulfilling as this year?!
i am still praying for my year verse...
to be honest,
i am afraid.
ya, i have no idea what is installed for me
what news will come (if you know what i mean)
how i will cope with studies and now, leadership in church
i know challenges will bound to come,
but will i be strong enough to tackle them?!
or will i fall just like how i did in primary school???

in hongkong,
we have watched special edition of lord of the rings 2 n 3
what really impressed me was how each of them had a companion at least
to fight of evil
mr frodo and samwise
pippin and merry
legolas and the dwaft
aragon and the princess of elves.
they stood with each other despite troubles,
and halflings friendships are the closest.
sam carried mr frodo up the volcano,
and despite being sent away by frodo,
he came and rescued him.
that is what i want to experience...
(though it is kinda dramatic)
something happen, and despite my own fault, friends that stick
okay, maybe i have experienced it before,
but my eyes are blinded...
i repent.
may it happen again.

was reading janice's blog and was deeply touched by whatever she said
seriously, i can testify on how this girl been growing
she came to church as someone with flaws and a insecure person
but looking at her now,
i can see the HOLY SPIRIT taking over her,
building her to be a courageous person that i am so proud of.

(if janice reads this)
i want to thank her for reminding at that very moment
that i should wait and be patient.
as every young princess dream (hint*)
we are bound to get impatient,
and i am someone who needs a lot of reminder.
i thank GOD for reminders that come so secretly
blogs, letters, encouragements...etc
thank you janice for all the things you have blessed me with
your listening ear and a heart that beats for GOD,
that also serves as an encouraging source to make my heart beat for GOD as well.
have FAITH my friend, (say and DO!)
yes, dont waste your youth away!
live it to the fullest which you will never regret!
GOD BLESS YOU!

just to end this right,
time is seriously limited...
and i want to apologise to those i have hurt
be it anyway.
i know i tend to be not sensitive sometimes
but i can tell when i hurt someone.
i hope things can refresh and that we can start 2010 right
maybe sometimes what i do annoys you
or just is plain 100% hurting.
i repent.
(and i shall not say anymore...)
ya, time is limited.