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Friday, November 06, 2009

sometimes it is just hard to let go
we are weird ppl who just want to collect and collect and collect
we do not consider the size of our storeroom
and we practically squeeze everything in this room
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hypocritism
a super killer
something everyone hates
well, but something almost everyone (or i mean EVERYONE) has

you know,
i try talking sense to people sometimes
advising this and that
honestly, i think i can talk well
but i cannot apply whatever i say!

i say do this do that
but i cannot even do that
i dont even dare to try
easy to say; hard to do

you know,
it is like you are a doctor,
but when you are ill,
YOU HAVE TO VISIT A DOCTOR!
and you are already one

you know,
it is like you are a teacher
teach children numbers,
but cannot even write 1 to 10

people say they feel very "paiseh"
when this happens
for me, i do not want to even look at myself

people look up to me
seeking my help for problems
and in the end,
i cannot even solve mine

pathetic
but true
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it rains everyday
monsoon season

reminds me of many things

1. God's tears of rain, rainning down on this sinful world
God's pain and shattering heart. millions of people wandering lost in the darkness
no light, not even a spark
lost souls

2. Cleansing
water cleans dirty objects. instead of blood washing the world
the rain water uses the same concept
it cleanses
to me it is like Jesus' drops of blood pelting on our windows
and we do not even open it
symbolic.

i dont know, but right now,
the monsoon season reminds me of the song" rain down on me"

Song: Rain down on me
By: Planetshakers

I am falling to my knees
I need You Lord to breathe in me
My prayer is still the same
My heart is calling out Your name

Sweet anointing fill this place
I am found in Your embrace

Rain down on me
Rain down on me
Here in Your presence I am free
Pour down like rain
Come and touch me again
Lord let Your presence fall on me

I�m longing just to see
Your power and Your majesty

Sweet anointing fill this place
I am found in Your embrace

Sweet anointing
Wash me over
Sweet anointing
Wash me over