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Tuesday, October 20, 2009

aww man
do i need braces?!!
my mother thinks i do,
well, there goes perfect teeth.

well,
today have drama prac and guess wat,
i injured my feet again,
this time my other leg, my left one.
scratch my skin off because of some wood block.
haha, thank goodness there was not much blood
many would freak out.
SERIOUSLY!

tomorrow, not really something that i look forward to
results come back
haha, may i have good news to report?!
oh and this friday singing with WHOLE BAND.
haha, i know, i am very blur, asking the leaders how to do this and that
and because of something,
i am just not comfortable with my voice,
embarrass?
or lack of assurance as everyone asks me to shhhh when i sing.
that bad?! too much noise?! or is it _______
ya, need assurance
from you?! (at least)

oh can u believe it, sonia is going back this fri
2 days left,
and the person who saw me grow up is saying farewell
i really cannot believe 9 years past
TOO FAST!?
know u have to move on, but still......
ARGH!
okay, i am mentally prepared, thanks to ur a year warning
ya, but u know what,
i still cry, in my heart.
farewell.

i guess moodswing is coming back to me now
not fantastic,
as a great day can be ruined just by my nonsence thoughts.
i wish i wish.
sometimes, pretending is good,
so that u will not affect the people around u
but, genuine?
no, that part i will fail.
see....how confusing this is.
this or that?
you cannot please both,
choose one, the other suffer.
or is there a way
(2 meanings behind.! HAHA!)