Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Title: Disappeared
By: Lydia
Done on: 23rd Sept 09, 12.15pm
The person i know
the once great encouragement
has twisted, turned
and mysteriously disappeared
i tried my utter best
to search for that human being
high, low, far, near
around the world,
but not even a shadow appeared
i needed a glimpse
a sense of his presence
i ask for no more
only wanting a little peep
just to see how he is doing
would mean the world to me
trading my christmas present
would be alright to me
people around me scream
ARE YOU BLIND?
WHY CAN'T YOU SEE
HE IS JUST INFRONT OF YOU
GET THE HINT?
i wiped my tearing eyes
but there was nothing
only a little bright light
surrounded by pitch darkness
is this a joke
cause i do not find it funny
i feel provoked
of them making fun of my worry
but there was no giggle or a smirk
their faces were serious
then why cant i see
this boy i am trying to reach
i peered closely again
at the darkness
it sent shivers through my spine
creeping me out till i was out of my mind
eww...gross...
what a hideous place
that freaky dark area
seriously stink
but then i heard the music
that he usually played
i stepped forward
letting darkness invade
it was a room
a room of art
with different paintings here and there
both nice and well, not - so - nice
the art or should i say designs
filled the entire four walls
leaving no empty space
not a single blank wall
i hated this room
as it was not clean
i wanted something pure
white and without all these
horrid music played
and i recognised the lyrics
hardcore anti -religion ones
i had to cover my ears before i scream
where was the melodious music
the one he plays
where was that light in the darkness
someone show me the way!
then i spotted an unusual box
sitting peacefully on the table
in it was a piece of paper
showing a full body structure
it was a map
of this entire building
or so it seem
to my surpise, this building was him
i trace my finger across the paper
trying to locate where i am
not the brain, not the head,
but, unfortunately that heart
why unfortunately
shouldnt i be happy?
no, cause based on the 4 walls
i already judged him
yes, i judged him
not for the better, but for the worst
he was officially gone
but still i hope not
i used a word to describe the place at first
only one simple word- screwed
but now that i know this was him
does it still apply?
tears trickled down
i was too late
but before all my hope was gone
he said HEY!
we chatted like normal
he was still there
i remember the speck of light in the darkness
i indeed have found him
yes, he disappeared
yes, i thought he was gone
but forever? no way
there was still good in him
tear drops tear drops
down they go
i will change him back, i promise
cause now, it is my goal
____________________________________
was just in a mood to write
haha! : D
whether it is real or not
NO COMMENTS : D
By: Lydia
Done on: 23rd Sept 09, 12.15pm
The person i know
the once great encouragement
has twisted, turned
and mysteriously disappeared
i tried my utter best
to search for that human being
high, low, far, near
around the world,
but not even a shadow appeared
i needed a glimpse
a sense of his presence
i ask for no more
only wanting a little peep
just to see how he is doing
would mean the world to me
trading my christmas present
would be alright to me
people around me scream
ARE YOU BLIND?
WHY CAN'T YOU SEE
HE IS JUST INFRONT OF YOU
GET THE HINT?
i wiped my tearing eyes
but there was nothing
only a little bright light
surrounded by pitch darkness
is this a joke
cause i do not find it funny
i feel provoked
of them making fun of my worry
but there was no giggle or a smirk
their faces were serious
then why cant i see
this boy i am trying to reach
i peered closely again
at the darkness
it sent shivers through my spine
creeping me out till i was out of my mind
eww...gross...
what a hideous place
that freaky dark area
seriously stink
but then i heard the music
that he usually played
i stepped forward
letting darkness invade
it was a room
a room of art
with different paintings here and there
both nice and well, not - so - nice
the art or should i say designs
filled the entire four walls
leaving no empty space
not a single blank wall
i hated this room
as it was not clean
i wanted something pure
white and without all these
horrid music played
and i recognised the lyrics
hardcore anti -religion ones
i had to cover my ears before i scream
where was the melodious music
the one he plays
where was that light in the darkness
someone show me the way!
then i spotted an unusual box
sitting peacefully on the table
in it was a piece of paper
showing a full body structure
it was a map
of this entire building
or so it seem
to my surpise, this building was him
i trace my finger across the paper
trying to locate where i am
not the brain, not the head,
but, unfortunately that heart
why unfortunately
shouldnt i be happy?
no, cause based on the 4 walls
i already judged him
yes, i judged him
not for the better, but for the worst
he was officially gone
but still i hope not
i used a word to describe the place at first
only one simple word- screwed
but now that i know this was him
does it still apply?
tears trickled down
i was too late
but before all my hope was gone
he said HEY!
we chatted like normal
he was still there
i remember the speck of light in the darkness
i indeed have found him
yes, he disappeared
yes, i thought he was gone
but forever? no way
there was still good in him
tear drops tear drops
down they go
i will change him back, i promise
cause now, it is my goal
____________________________________
was just in a mood to write
haha! : D
whether it is real or not
NO COMMENTS : D
date: 28March, 10.39pm
drinking: liangteh.
eating: nth.
mood: ARGH!.
listening: tv outside
reading: nth.
random: sec 3, term 2 week 2 day 1.