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Saturday, June 27, 2009

yesterday, went to east coast to cycle
and now, my legs n body really hurt,
so much for exercise
anyway,
i thank GOD for the great weather, truely answered my prayers

went back home,
had some "parental chat"
and went to sleep, feeling like
i need to
SCREAM!



The Day The Door Is Closed
The Echo's Fill Your Soul
They Won't Say Which Way To Go,
Just Trust Your Heart
To Find What Your Here For,
Open Another Door
But I'm Not Sure Anymore
It's Just So Hard

{Verse 1:}
Voices In My Head
Tell Me They Know Best
Got Me On The Edge
They're Pushin', Pushin', They're Pushin'
I Know They Got A Plan
Put The Balls In My Hands
This Time It's Man-to-Man
I'm Droppin', Fightin', Inside Of
[A World's That's Upside Down]
It's Spinning Faster
What Do I Do Know
Without You...

{Chorus}
I Don't Know Where To Go
What's The Right Team
I Want My Own Thing
So Bad I'm Gonna Scream
I Can't Choose
So Confused
What's It All Mean?
I Want My Own Dream
So Bad I'm Gonna Scream

{Verse 2:}
I'm Kickin' Down The Walls
I Gotta Make'em Fall
Just Break Through Them All
I'm Punchin', Crashin'I'm Gonna...
Fight To Find Myself
Me and No One Else
Which Way?
I Can't Tell
I'm Searchin', Searchin'
Can't Find A
[Road That I Should Take]
I Should
To Right To Left
It's Like Nothing WorksWithout You...

{Chorus}
I Don't Know Where To Go
What's The Right Team
I Want My Own Thing
So Bad I'm Gonna Scream
I Can't Choose
So Confused
What's It All Mean?
I Want My Own Dream
So Bad I'm Gonna Scream

{Verse 3}
Yea The Clocks Running Down
I Can Hear The Crowd Getting Loud
I'm Consumed By The Sound
Is It Her?
Is It Love?
Can The Music Ever Be Enough?
Gotta Work It Out, Gotta Work It Out
You Can Do It, You Can Do it.

{Chorus}
I Don't Know Where To Go
What's The Right Team
I Want My Own Thing
So Bad I'm Gonna Scream
I Can't ChooseSo Confused
What's It All Mean?
I Want My Own Dream
So Bad I'm Gonna Scream

I Don't Know Where To Go
What's The Right Team
I Want My Own Thing
I Want My Own Thing!
I Can't ChooseSo Confused
What's It All Mean?
I Want My Own Dream
So Bad I'm Gonna Scream
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

this song totally match how i am feeling now
i need to find a place to scream
dont care how people see me as
and just scream to the MAX!
i cannot take it
i am like so stuck
like suddenly i just dont know how to move
everywhere seems
WRONG!