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Saturday, February 21, 2009

finally after so long, i felt God's presence in cell, in worship
this feeling has been gone for so long, i dont know why
yesterday, my flesh did not feel like worshipping, i just felt like running back home
however, i stayed, and truely i was making the right decision
i could not take it during the strong worship
i felt the presence of God
i just sat down and and crouch on the ground, and just broke down.
i have been keeping this tears a long time,
i have been crouching in a corner in my room blaming myself for all the stuff
and finally, i let go
really, the secret place is an awesome success.
through the PAPA prayer, i came to God in my own way
i just crouch and cried,
reflecting on all the stuff we had been through. all the thoughts i had, all my worries
i really glad that i let go
and i thank daniel for passing God's message to me.
yes, God wants to carry me, out of this worries, He ask me to give it all to Him
which i had not been doing for a long time,
i am so glad i did

i need to change my life,
i have beem running away,
the secret place is a great event, and i will surely go for everyone in the future,
i will not miss it at all,
i can be myself there, and just let everything out.
I HAVE MY SECRET PLACE!