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Tuesday, December 23, 2008

sigh,
just wake up.
i wake up hearing my brother watching the tele.
i wake up feeling my sister jumping on my bed.
i wake up seeing my phone having an sms.
today, i feel that something have changed.
i want to know what.
things are not the same.
something has change.
but what?

yesterday,
i broke my record of conferencing!
3am!
yeah.. i managed to stay awake.
i feel so proud oh myself. haha.

we discussed many things.
childhood times, sweet childhood times.
christmas, happy christmas
friends, past and present.
and many more things about CO. haha
famous already.

christmas is not how i want it to be
no parents to celebrate.
a fight before christmas.
and friends seem gone.

they are now preventing me from saying that word.
it is for the good of us.
they are like watching closely at me.
if something goes wrong.
they take over.
haha.
i make them sound as if they are bad.
nah...
i should thank them.

okay,
i must keep a smile for christmas.
what do you love about christmas anyway.
definitely the gifts
for me,
i love the gifts
but i also like the feeling of spending my money and feeling glad about it because i made everyone happy with the present i bought for them.
dont you love the magic of christmas?!

ya,
gonna have to go to church later.
then have dinner.
sigh.

lydia.
CHRISTMAS SHOULD HAVE SMILES!