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Monday, January 14, 2008

ok...i think is about time for personal feelings.don't worry i try not to be emo.:DDD right now i am sitting on the chair,lightning flashing,my whole body itches because of my {....not wanting to say} i do know the fact that it is dangerous to use the computer in this kind of weather.somehow i feel that i must share these feelings. two simple words - LEFT OUT! ya, i am feeling left out.missing out in a lot of things. cannot blame anyone,only myself for being anti-social most of the time.however,i am totally social in my primary school days.every! in school,home,church etc. right now i feel that people are leaving me. even at school. those who always said that FRIENDS FOREVER would take place between they and me are somehow gone,like they were a bunch of lies.those that will always listen to me are also gone. i am left in a world to myself.why? i always wonder now.why must this happen? whenever i felt left out i will feel THE RIP OF MY HEART. my heart will not go on. to me, these feelings are not noticable but when you feel them,your heart will just CRY OUT!well, these are my sorrow feeling .i am TYPING THEM DOWN. i don't want to experience this any further!!!!!! I WANT TO FIT IN!!!
lydia